8 months may not seem like a long time to sum ppl but it seemed like 4eva 2 me. I thought that wat we had was real and could stand that test of time...anyone that knew us knows how much we were in love..and from mi understandin, wen u luv sum1, it cud never go away...especially within months. I wud have given him the world if i could..and still will. Sometimes I jus wish u could realize that wat we had was special and can neva b replaced. I feel like i'm havin a nightmare that i can't wake up from. I always had a little hope dat we cud get bak 2 d way it use 2 b...but now i kno dats not possible. SHES PREGNANT..and YOU LOVE HER. wats d worse thing dat cud happen now. yall are forever connected now and all that i thought cud be will never be. I just wish i could tell mi heart that its over nd u dont luv me anymore nd dats it needs to find a way 2 repair da damages. DAMN DIS IS FUCKED UP. what AM I GOING TO DO WIT OUT U?? Don't u kno i love u nd dat u shud b wit me..Y HER HOBO??WHY NOT ME?

I can think of you and I
And all of our great, amazing times
And it's hard but I will not cry
Because, this isn't goodbye

You will leave far across the states
But know, for you I will wait
For you are someone with whom I can relate
Which is why, this isn't goodbye

Your smile and grin will stay with me
No matter where you decide to leave
You are the only one that I need
But this isn't goodbye

Keep in touch and let's not sever
I cannot picture life without you, whatsoever
No one could take your place in my heart forever,
And so this isn't goodbye

We must be strong and not break down
Although you will be out of town
I am going to miss you always being around
But please, this isn't goodbye

Life is going to change for the both of us
And it will be very hard to adjust
It's not something I want to discuss
So let's not say goodbye

I don't know what I'm going to do
Gosh, it's going to be so hard without you
And I doubt I'll make it through
Maybe, this is goodbye?

YOU KNO WAT PISSES ME OFF DA MOST? DES STUPID AZ FEMALES DAT IS ALWAYS TALKIN SHIT EVERYWHERE ELSE BUT IN FRONT OF YO FACE. AND I DON'T HAVE 2 LIST NAMES BCUZ DEY KNO WHO DA HELL IM TALKIN ABOUT. (IF YOU'D LIKE ME TO JUS LEAVE A COMMENT.) BUT ANYWAYS I HATE IT WEN HO3S GET ON DA MOTHERFUCKIN WEB AND ACT LIKE DEY DA MOTHERFUCKN INCREDIBLE HULK OR SUM. DA SHIT G3TS OLD. AND ON KNO HOW MANY TIMES I GOTTA GET DES HO3S STR8 OR B3AT A HO3'S AZ 4 DEM TO REALIZE DOMINIQUE AINT GOING. I GOT HOES WRITING ABOUT ME ON DEY PROFILE, BLOG, AND ON OTHER PPL PAGES. DAMN NEVER KNU DEY CARED DAT MUC. BUT I'M HERE TO TELL AND LET YA'LL DUMBAZZ FEMALES KNO DAT NOWS DA TIME 2 SHO M3 WAT YA'LL HANDS LIKE. AND CAN'T NOBODY TELL YOU DOMINIQUE HAS EVER RAN 4RM A FIGHT AND I PROMISE U U AINT GON START HEARIN IT NEITHER. 922 W.LYNNE CR IS WHERE I MOTHERFUCKIN STAY(right by emboyd off of causey beside of da church. 1st st to da right off of causey) AND 695-0087 IS WHER U CAN REACH ME. I'M TIRED OF ARGUIN WIT U HO3S..JUS LET A CHIC KNO WATS UP. FUCK ALL YA'LL WANNA BE TUFF AZ HO3S..G3T A DAMN L!F3...AND 4 YALL WHO DO HAV3 A L!F3, U BETTA CH3R!SH IT CUZ 4CKIN WIT M3 YO AZ GON *D!3* ON MAKE THREAT SWEETIE..JUS KNO DA SH!T IS FAR3AL. UNTIL NEXT TIME. I'LL HOLLA..MUC LUV(MWAH..)