Fallen Angel
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Female, 23,
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- from The end of the line
- Married
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- Member since: March 2006
- Last active: 23 weeks ago
- www.bebo.com/Lamanth
- Tagline
- There's no second chance when the devils make you dance
- Me, Myself, and I
- D.T.A. (Don't Trust Anyone)
Is she an angel or is she a demon?
Is she imaginary or is she real?
Is she my own voice or is she ...?
I'm the average borderline manic depressive. Bitchy, bad tempered and just generally vile. My friends are my life and I will defend them to the death without hesitation.
I am a writer; Darker Than Love is my baby and yet I think it's killing me little by little.
You can find my work on FanFiction, Mibba, LiveJournal, and random bits on my blog.
Bi = Best of both worlds!!
The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world that she didn't exist. Yet here I am so I guess the joke's on you.
Fuck with me and I fuck you over.
I’m free of all predigest, I hate everyone equally.
Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.
(Dorothy Parker, 1926)
- The Other Half Of Me
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Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus
My Love. My Life. My Wife. She makes me complete.
- Music
- Within Temptation, Saving Jane, Ana Johnson, Porcelain and the Tramps, Meredith Brooks, Marilyn Manson, Pussy Cat Dolls, Sweetbox, Bon Jovi, Queen, Whitney Houston, Dixie Chicks, Evanescence, Avril Lavigne, Status Quo, Sixpence None The Richer, Leigh Nash, The Carpenters, Gloria Estefan, Shania Twain, Scissor Sisters, Dido, Eminem, ABBA, Drowning Pool, Annie Lennox, Beverley Craven, Hinder, Taylor Swift, ect. I’m very eclectic in my tastes.
- Films
- Pitch Black, Girlfight, Labyrinth, Con Air, The Devine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood, The Mighty Ducks trilogy, Hellraiser 1-3, The Dark Crystal, Step Up, Bugsy Malone, The Little Mermaid (The original Hans Christian Andersen version, Disney ruined it) ect
- Sports
- Horse riding and dancing. I do Ballroom, (which I now have my bronze, silver and gold medals for) Latin-American (which I now have my bronze and silver medals for) and Classical Sequence (which I have my bronze and silver medals for)
- Hates
- Getting up in the morning, people who think they know better than me, being caught in the rain, my inability to spell, when my phone battery dies, being told how to live my life (IT’S MINE! I CAN DO WHAT I WANT WITH IT!)people who feel sorry for me and lawyers. Also people who flame my work without good reason, and for that I will get my own back. As they say payback's a bitch and so am I.
- Hobbies
- Enjoying myself, sleeping, reading and writing fan fiction watching WWE, watching Anime and just having a good time really.
- Friends
- Nix, Squish, Angel, Carli, Zadien, Li-chan, Zekes, Sarah, Alex, Gemma, Sally, Leah, Lil Hol, Holly, Jackie, Mookine, Jody, Sarah C, Hanna.
- Conversion Disorder
- I’ll spare you all of the boring stuff such as the headaches and the speech loss and just let you know that what it results in mentally. Which is depressed, and that’s depressed not depression the two things are very different, even though I have been told I’m on the way to becoming manic depressive. Ugh, anyway, depressed, suicidal, and a blasé attitude towards everything. Really, I’m a walking contradiction.
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This is For Them
This is for the Parents
who didn't see the signs
who didn't dig deeper,
when they smiled and said they’re fine.
And this is for the Teacher
who didn't seemed to care
if the quiet kid in back of class
wasn't always there.
This is for the friends
who didn't hear the sighs
didn't take the time to notice
sadden blood shot eyes.
And this is for the students
who whispered behind their backs
and broke the final barriers
with their high school bully acts.
This is for the siblings
both younger and the old
who wonder in their darkened rooms
if this is what their future holds.
And this is for others
following next in line
who hide their scars and sorrow
and shame and say they’re fine.
This is for them,
who thought wrong
when they thought things would be better
if they were simply gone.
For those left in sorrow
the loved ones who pay the price
who never make it through a day
without tears upon their face.
For all the children
who died way to soon
unaware victims
in a frighten teenage womb.
But most of all
this is for those who don't know what its like
to live with the loss of a loved one
for the rest of their life.
Who only see it on TV
or printed black and white
who judge the lost souls
who believed it was right-
to leave the world in sorrow
a void to all whom remain
people who didn't see the signs
but live with all the pain.0 Comments 689 days
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Dirty Pretty Thing
Your name was Beauty and you were born to Madness and Chaos.
Abuse twisted your beautiful mind and you were no longer a pretty thing.
An eyesore to every glance that came your way.
You found friends in Darkness and Sadism.
In Pain and Insanity you found your place.
Tied up, spread out, chained down.
Pale flesh turned a shimmering scarlet after the beatings you so desperately begged for.
The whip loved your white skin.
The chains loved your scarred limbs.
The twisted minds loved your pain and suffering.
But your pleasure in sweet madness was loved most of all.
You were a toy for the insane.
A plaything for the dark.
The Devils willing whore.
For you were just as twisted as the rest of us.
Enjoying every moment of your torture, until you could breath anymore.
Dying with a broken smile in your broken face because never before were you as loved as this.
I still don't know where this came from, some dank dark little hole in the back of my mind I'm sure. It might be twisted but I kinda like it.
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What Would You Do If I . . .
1. Cried?
2. Annoyed You?
3. Committed suicide
4. Lived next door to you?
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6. Stole something?
7. If I lost my eyesight?
8. Was hospitalised?
9. Ran away from home?
10. Got into a fight and you weren't there?
11. Died and you never got to say good bye?6 Comments 925 days
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Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus23 weeks agoLove you very very much even though you dont go on bebo no more i still love you you mind freak.
Love your wind bag
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Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus63 weeks ago
Hello Love!.
I was gunna give you my luv but they all seem to *scratches head confused* Ahwell, you have my heart anyway so you can have my love whenever you want it
Im speshle, im talking to you on msn rite now and leaving you a bebo comment. Feel loved.
Haha
Love you
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Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus
Okie Dokie, I shall try but if i suddenly go offline or dont reply for awhile dont worry its just MY laptop being a bitch Lol.
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65 weeks ago
Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus
Course I'm here.
*grins*
How is you darling?
Luv Nixie
P.S, *giggles* have you seen Kai's bebo???? Lol -
65 weeks ago
Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus
*giggles* Guess who has a bebo page now? *dies of laughter*
It's Kai, Lol
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Nubia69 weeks agoI had to reset my password because i forgot it again. this is like the third time. haven't been here in a while. hahaha. don't understand the last comment you left me. -_-"
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God Of Rapture71 weeks agohey there lamb how are you doing long time no hear hope all is will with you all is well with me just really busy at work
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God Of Rapture79 weeks ago
hi how are you hope you have a good weekend take care
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God Of Rapture82 weeks ago
hey lamb how are you long time no hear hope you are ok and your weekend was good we had an arse one with lots of rain
eway hope to talk soon
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83 weeks ago
Mharie
Yes, you are a Sim. I tried to take a piccy of you, but it came out too small.
Must figure out how to make it bigger.
Wow for monster fic, I'm gonna have a job beta-reading that, even with the ick taken out!
I had a very TV night last night, sorry! When're you next online, Thurs? As it is, I'm bored and restless. Oh, and did you ever read my Facebook rant? If so, tch, thanks for the sympathy.
In weird mood. Talk soon. I love you, ok?
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Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus83 weeks ago
Dont count your chickens though
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83 weeks ago
Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus
Well now thats no entirely true, i just dont want Kai to get all jelous that i asked you to marry me and do something bad to me
Cos we both kow how bad he gets when he gets all angry i'd rather avoid that.
Come on girl the deadlines next week and i've got two done...Lol and yes i finally finished the second one though it turned out totally different from how i wanted it to but i kidna like how i changed it around a few dozen times haha man i wore a hole in the carpet with all my pacing to try and finish it Lmao!
Im not being picky i'm just bein cautious about my life, i mean who would take care of Tala and Brooklyn and Sasuke and Johnny and Kyo and Gaara and Shikamaru they are very needy. Well except Shikamaru he's just too lazy to do anything Lol.
Luv you my lil sleeping Wowwipop it is like 4:31pm here so it will be some ungodly hour of the morning over there. Hope you had a good sleep sweetie.
I mite even try to write another Kai/mimi if i can do it before Friday. -
Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus84 weeks ago
Why am i always the one who has to do all the asking? *pouts*
No thats kool, i had nearly forgotten about it Lol, i can't even memba wat i sent you Lmao! i knew i should have kept a copy haha. I know it is haha im still trying to finish the bloody second one stupid piece of crap Lol its not working how i want it to.
No thats kool, im about to hop off anyway i need to eat something cos its lunch time and im hungry and havent eaten anything all day yet.
We'll talk eventually when i next get on Lol
Wub you hunny
<3 <3 <3
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Stalking Acheron Parthenopaeus84 weeks ago
Both?!? Lol it was just a precautionary thingy majigy Lol
Ohhhhhhhh i see, so i have to do the asking now do i? Well i dont think thats fair...
haha luv you too darlin'
Nix
Tch, my drawing skills went downhill. You get the point?
Mharie 1 Replyxxx
A bedspread? A broken TV channel? I don't know.
Mharie 0 ReplysSomething for when words fail me every time I try.
^o^ Freakiness. This wasp is SCARY
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