Sometimes when life is irratating you, you can just give up. Even when everyone else is gone, I will be here. I may have been forgotten, and I may feel disappointed in that, but I'm still here. No-one will look out for you except me. But the good people never get noticed, do they? You hear daily about murderers and robbers and people who do bad things, or people who are extremely ill. Why don't the people who donate to charity or give up their time for someone esle get noticed? Don't worry, I see you, I notice you. I'm glad and pleased you feel so proud, you deserve to be happy. Thank you for giving up your time and effort. You don't hear that enough, do you?

No matter what, just don't do anything stupid, please don't. You will regret it. Just keep doing what you're doing, you can't do very much else, can you? I know you feel sad, and upset. And you feel like you're alone, but I'm here with you. I'll always be here, looking out for you, trying my best to keep you out of trouble. Sometimes you have your mind made up, and I know you won't go through with it. Don't worry, just know that I'm here, that I care. You sometimes forget that, don't you? All you really, desperately want is for someone to love you and for them to love you as you will them. You want to be happy, I understand that. You could stop moping and get your ass in gear, but you won't. If only I could give you a push that you so badly need, so badly want.

Don't forget I'm here, you always have someone to talk to. I'm sorry I can't make you feel better. You know I would if I could.

Wow, me actually blogging on Bebo...
I've been blogging on http://keithfeeney.com for ages now.
How do I do this again? LOL

So, when you feel like your whole world will crumble, or is crumbling, what do you do? Do you cry and feel worthless? Or be proud to be who you are and hold your head up high?

Well, normally, for me, I cry. I'm not a follower, my socail skills aren't the best.
FFS, what social skills?!?!?!

This is not what I want to talk about.

I just want to let you know that I'm actually feeling happy, an emotion that I thought I'd never feel again. For the past 2 years, I was worried about my aunt. And when she passed, I was upset. I was angry. But I fell into a hole that I've overcome. Be it, I am more emotional than I ever was. I can't even look at the homeless dog adverts on the TV without crying, or look at the Drink-Driving adverts.

But I'm finally being me. I don't want to be anything else.
I think, I'm ready for some people in my life. Maybe you will have to make the first move though. Maybe you already have.

But, you always have a choice, in anything you do or say. But will you do it, say it?

You need people in your life? Or do you?

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