Aimée <aTeaDaze>
"i left ruin behind me when i returned, but i also carried ruin with me"


A weakly emotion-driven yet vividly imaginative creature, born into the world unknowing yet with unceasing desire to know. Experiencing grief and awe intensely and equally, living in a near constant daydream or living nightmare. It's livid.

All I can do is travel through and keep testing the balance, all I can say is that everything I once knew has been challenged.

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"the internet has become utterly boring" (2 weeks ago) me too! | Reply

The Other Half Of Me
Meggan Watson
a romantic quip

tunes
Too many artists to name so just gona list this by genre: Acid Jazz, Ambient, Chill Out, Desert Rock, Doom, Drum and Bass, Dub, Dubstep, Experimental, Goa, Gothic, Grunge, House, Industrial, Jazz, Jungle, Lounge, Metal, Progressive Rock & Trance, Psytrance, Punk, Reggae, Sixties * Seventies Rock, Ska, Space Rock, Stoner Rock & Metal, Techno, Tekno, Trance, Tribal, Trip Hop, World, and I'll take any kind of fusion between any of these. And a fuckload of movie soundtracks. check out my iTunes library for artists: http://astraljazz.com/playlist.htm
film, tv & animation
The Crow, Dead Man, Easy Rider, Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas, The Fountain, Kill Bill, K-PAX, Léon, The Life of Brian, Lock, Stock & Two Smoking Barrels, Pan's Labyrinth, Pi, Pulp Fiction, Requiem For A Dream, Shawshank Redemption, Snatch, The Trip, Waking Life. Black Books, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Farscape, Father Ted, Six Feet Under, Spaced. Akira, Cowboy Bebop, Daria, The Maxx, Serial Experiments Lain, Spirited Away, X. Most widlife, astronomy and conspiracy theory documentaries (to an extent).
literature
Aldous Huxley - The Doors of Perception, Brave New World; Alex Garland - The Beach; Clive Barker - The Great and Secret Show, Everville, Cabal, Weaveworld; Franz Kafka - The Metamorphasis; Gene Brewer - K-PAX trilogy; Hubert Selby Jr. - Requiem for a Dream; Hunter S. Thompson - Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Hell's Angels, The Great Shark Hunt, The Rum Diary, Fear and Loathing on the Campaign Trail '72; Ian Banks - The Wasp Factory; Ian M. Banks - The Algebraist; Irvine Welsh - Trainspotting; Isabel Losada - For Tibet with Love; J. R. R. Tolkien - The Lord of the Rings; Ken Kesey - One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest; Lynn Pickett and Clive Prince - The Stargate Conspiracy; Neil Slaven - Electric Don Quixoté, the Definitive Story of Frank Zappa; Philip Pullman - His Dark Materials trilogy; Stephen King - It, Carrie, Firestarter, The Shining; Any Roald Dahl, Terry Pratchett
comics & graphic novels
Alan Martin - Tank Girl; Greg Rucka & Yoshitaka Amano - Elektra vs. Wolverine; Sam Keith - The Maxx, Zero Girl, Four Women; Tony Robinson - Maid Marian; Warren Ellis - Transmetropolitan, Ocean;
interests & activities
Astronomy & Space Exploration, Animation, Animals, Body Modification & Self-Piercing, Comics & Graphic Novels, DIY Clothing & Jewellery, Drawing, Exploring the World and my Mind, Geology, Other Cultures, Nature, Open-Air Psychedelic Trance Festivals, Philosophy, Psychedelics & Drug Experimentation, Travel, Wildlife, Writing
repulsions
advertising, animal cruelty, animal testing, blind conformity, mass consumerism, corruption, exploitation, fascism, fur, most government, greed, magazines, marketing, mass production of meat, misogyny, objectification, organised religion, patriarchy & matriarchy, perversion, pop music, pornography, propaganda, racism, sectarianism, the sex industry, sexism, most school systems, superficiality, unjust war, wastefulness
links
my website~ http://www.astraljazz.com my artwork~ http://hinotoxin.deviantart.com my music~ http://zij-ra.bebo.com my photography~ http://www.flickr.com/photos/ateadaze/ custom clothing & jewellery FOR SALE~ http://AstralJazz.etsy.com

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  • boredy boos

    WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF.......?
    I cried:
    I asked u2help:
    I said I liked u:
    I kissed u:
    I hugged you:
    I was hospitalized:
    I ran away from home:
    I got in a fite n u were thur:
    I got dumped:
    I pissed u off:

    WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY......?
    Personality:
    Eyes:
    Face:
    Hair:
    Body:
    Clothes:
    Humor:
    Decisions:

    WOULD YOU.......?
    Be my friend:
    Tell me the truth no matter what:
    Spread rumors about me:
    Keep a secret if I told u one:
    Hold my hand:
    Take a bullet 4 me:
    Keep in touch:
    Try n solve my problems:
    Love me:
    Have Sex with me:
    Hurt me:
    Use me:
    Date me:
    Beat me up:

    2 Comments 113 days

  • boring survey of boredomness blagh

    ARE YOU:

    1. Obsessed with sex? no

    2. Are you tall? i duno 5 and a half feet or just above

    3. In your pyjamas? i would be if I could be bothered to get undressed

    4. Left handed? nah

    LAST:

    1. Friend you saw: Joe, Jiggy, John. All the Js!

    2. Talked to on the phone: Bryan

    4. Was today better than yesterday: No yesterday was better

    QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

    Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up?

    A: Resisted the urge to urinate


    Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:

    A: Yes


    Q: Where is the last place you went?:

    A: TK Maxx to look for the same shoes I bought yesterday in a smaller size


    Q: Do you smile often?

    A: I guess


    Q: Do you wish upon stars?:

    A: No


    Q: Where did you sleep last night?

    A: My bed


    Q: Why did you sleep there?:

    A: For a laugh


    Q: When was the last time you cried?:

    A: Duno, few days ago probably


    Q: What are you about to do?:

    A: Answer a fuckload more questions I guess


    Q: What do you hear right now?:

    A: Sunshine of Your Love cover by Brant Bjork and the Bros


    Q: What's your favourite month?:

    A: I duno if I have a favourite


    Q: How many kids do you want/have?:

    A. I'd like a few, some day


    TEN FACTS

    1. Hometown: Carrickfergus

    2. Natural hair colour: Dark blonde

    3. Height: 5ft 6 or 7

    4. Eye colour: grey/blue/green

    5. Lefty/righty: right

    6. Favourite colour: blue, brown, beige, gold

    7. Most important thing in the world: To me... it's doing my own thing no matter what anyone thinks or says. As long as it doesn't harm anyone else if I can help it

    8. Favourite Book: see profile for list

    9. What about show: Farscape, Buffy, Six Feet Under

    10. A best friend: Bryan

    1. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? Yep

    2. Are you a frog? totally..

    3. Have you ever had your heart broken? Yeah

    4. Have you ever broken someone else's heart? Yeah

    5. If you could go back in time and change things..would you? I'm pretty sure I would

    6. Do you think you're a good bf/gf? I think I have a lot to offer, the problem is that I usually focus on my paranoias and jealousies rather than my positive feelings for a person

    7. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yes

    8.Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? Yes

    9. Like anyone right now? Yes

    10. Like anyone at school? N/A

    13. Does that person like you back? N/A

    14. What did you do LAST night? Sewed a bag onto a belt to make a bumbag... with wire

    15. How do you feel right now? Meh, kind of lonely


    FIRSTS

    1. First piercing - ears

    2. First best friend - Meggan

    3. First failing grade - God knows

    4. First sport you joined - Errrrrm don't think I ever joined a team as such. Tried out for the football team in primary school, but they only let one girl on and it wasn't me! fuckers

    5. First pet - A cat that I forget the name of, and Meg the dog

    6. First vacation - I have no idea, Butlins possibly

    7. First crush - Clark Stockman LOL... guy in primary school


    CURRENTLY

    1. Eating - Nothing, I just had dinner

    2. Drinking - Water

    3. I'm about to - Answer these and then get undressed probably

    4. Want kids? - Eventually

    5. Want to get married - No I don't think it is at all necessary to have the marriage ceremony to commit yourself to someone

    6. Careers in mind? - Graphic Novelist


    WHICH IS BETTER FOR A BF/GF?

    1. Lips or eyes - I like both

    2. Hugs or kisses - both

    3. Older Or Younger - Age doesn't matter as long as their mind is on a similar level to mine

    4. Romantic or spontaneous - can't the two go hand in hand?

    5. Nice stomach or nice arm - Lol wtf.

    6. Sensitive or loud - both? but not overly either

    7. Hook-up or relationship - I've never had a "hook-up" so can't help having some curiosity about it... but overall, I want a relationship. It's a bond that I desire to have in life.

    8. Trouble maker or hesitan

    0 Comments 145 days

  • Custom-Made Clothing For Sale!

    I'm selling some of the diy-clothing I made due to not wearing it anymore/never wearing it at all.

    Also a lot of other unworn/unused stuff for sale too.

    Check out: http://www.astraljazz.com/shop.php

    0 Comments 305 days

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  • Is Marmite really lovable or hatable? Or can it be kinda-likable?

    1. Marmite is awesome!! I love it!
    2. Marmite is terrible... I fucking hate it!
    3. IT IS JUST OKAY. THEIR SLOGAN IS BULL.
    4. I smelled it once and was too afraid to taste it.
    5. I've never tried it.

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  • What is worse??

    1. Pol creating a new bebo account for the sole purpose of uploading horribly disgusting photographs
    2. Me pissing myself in Holland when I was pissed and wearing the trousers all night and following day
    3. Me making this poll just to prove which is worse

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  • Sinead Mckeown
    Sinead Mckeown

    theres a few more coming up, were getting posters and stuff done cuz we got pictures of all the little nazi scumbags :) plus people are up most days at the romanians house making sure they dont come back. Theres a newpaper picture of us on some nazi propeganda website lol saying the rally was 'an outrage'
    I'll keep you posted on other such events if you like.

    2 weeks ago
  • Aodhan Collins
    Aodhan Collins

    I agree, the internet is terribly boring. Have we perhaps bled it dry like an oil well?

    2 weeks ago
  • Damp
    Damp

    yooo, just to say i got my flights booked, I'm JUST short with getting the ticket though by like £3, but I'll get it next time I get money in or at the gate, it's not massively important...

    did dave get in touch with you? the albums finally arrived! :D

    4 weeks ago
  • Hermit The Misanthrope
    Hermit The Misanthrope

    What's the craic? Been writing much?

    4 weeks ago
  • Dj Druid
    Dj Druid

    Hey how are you?

    I have a date confirmed for an exclusive indoor all night party. to keep it exclusive we wont be advertising this party anywhere but by word of mouth

    The party is on the 27th June and is called VIP Club.

    Local DJ's to be confirmed will be spinning House, Electro, Minimal and Progressive. Visual projections by spiral and featuring The Fresh Soundsystem, also lighting and lasers.

    The event will be held in a really cool small intimate venue, it features dance room, lounge and indoor smoking area!, it is located in Belfast city center, the exact location can only be given to ticket holders.

    Tickets are £10 each and its bring your own drink. Tickets are presale only and wont be available for purchase on the night because of limited availability. 50% Deposit secures a place in the party. Numbers are strictly limited so if you would be interested in this event please respond ASAP

    Coolio

    Druid

    5 weeks ago
  • Damp
    luv Damp

    wheeeeee! the fuckin vuuv is still in putlitz!!!! just somewhere else in the vicinity, apparently it has creeks and all sorts... :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

    5 weeks ago
  • Emma Sugartasticthanks
    luv Emma Sugartasticthanks

    hello! g-g-g-unit said you sent me a text but i never got. whats up? xx

    5 weeks ago
  • Stacey Edwards
    luv Stacey Edwards

    hey good to hear from ya. yeah that night was preety random. do u remember that jerry springer thing we done. lol how embarrasin. hope your keepin well

    5 weeks ago
  • Damp
    Damp

    i'll spam ye

    6 weeks ago
  • Chris K
    Chris K

    it starts on thursday the 28th of may this month but i think most people are going down on the friday 29 and it lasts until the 1st of june camping went up to 25 euro this year good luck might see you there might not and even if you do go there is a fair chance i wont see you going to get fucked

    7 weeks ago
  • The Asylum Belfast
    The Asylum Belfast

    THE ASYLUM (with guest DJ Dave Omega (Echoplex Derry)
    SATURDAY 30TH MAY 2009

    LAVERYS BALLROOM

    Belfast
    22.00 - Late
    £5

    Lavery's have all 3 floors open on Saturdays, so you've got!

    The Bunker- DECKADANCE with Gregz McCann

    The Ballroom - THE ASYLUM! With guest DJ Dave Omega (Echoplex Derry http://www.myspace.com/echoplex1 )

    The Attic - U R MOSHIN http://www.myspace.com/wordsoncespoken

    £5 gets you access to all 3 floors.

    See ya there.

    7 weeks ago
  • Chris K
    Chris K

    well whats the craic you coming to Rory Gallagher Festival or have you got bigger plans

    7 weeks ago
  • BigAlsayswhatishappening
    luv BigAlsayswhatishappening

    Nothing better than recognition of your achievements!!

    Ahh the deadly weed, it is a money consummer, dont let it take over!! you hoping to go to vue(dunno if thats how its spelt at all) festival again? Im raging faith no more are one of my favourite bands ever and they are starting their re union tour at download and i wont be there, gonna be in the carribean, not all bad i suppose haha.

    Yeah defo gotta hang out asap, its been like a year!! Im pure student so found floating about belfast alot this weather!

    9 weeks ago
  • That Is I
    That Is I

    Ye alrighty?Ye havent been on your usual msn hours...Hope your ok Xo

    10 weeks ago
  • Mikal Oneill
    luv Mikal Oneill

    Hey, re the exhibit I contacted you recently about. I started a bebo group if you'd like to join. http://www.bebo.com/Profile.jsp?Memb...

    10 weeks ago
  • BigAlsayswhatishappening
    luv BigAlsayswhatishappening

    Break ups are never good, u ok? Dont let it get you down, stay strong and think positive!! Here a bit of cash and recognition for your work, that exellent news. Your stuff deserves it, it is very good. I have just been spending allmy time doing college work, entered a film comp tho for the jameson festival and won an award which was exellent. Try to get my name out as much as possible!!

    10 weeks ago
  • Hermit The Misanthrope
    Hermit The Misanthrope

    I don't know......worth the money? lol

    10 weeks ago
  • Hermit The Misanthrope
    Hermit The Misanthrope

    Yo.

    You've said you're interested in time etc. There is a film called Koyaanisqatsi. It has no dialogue. It's just orchestral-like background music throughout while filming people in (I think) Newark and New York just getting on with daily-work life. I've found some of it on youtube but I haven't bothered to get the movie yet. Just thought you'd be interested.

    PS. Do you think NASA is worth it? :L

    10 weeks ago
  • Legalise Ireland
    luv Legalise Ireland

    Are you part of Legalise Cannabis Northern Ireland? Are any of you in Belfast? I'm up for the weekend, would be cool to meet at last and talk bout the upcoming global marches and developing the campaign a bit? The N.I page won't let me post, check your mail

    11 weeks ago
  • Hermit The Misanthrope
    Hermit The Misanthrope

    How's it goin'? Cheers for accepting. Aye, I've seen some of your art work. Outstanding btw. Yep, as soon as you've got something goin' put it up on your playlist. No pressure :L

    11 weeks ago