I am a 22 year old wife and mother. I have one 5 year old named Kai(K-eye) and am pregnant with a little girl who will be name Helenmarie. My husband is in the military and currently deployed. I love him VERY VERY much, so keep the skezzy pick-up lines to a minimum(hahaha). My son has started Kindergarten this year and man is that a TASK! I need to have something to doin life...
Before I moved to PA, I lived in KS and was going to school, but I was burning out on it and needed time to just have a family. I do plan on going back SOON and finishing up my BS in Animal Science. The ultimate plan is Vet School and a private large animal practice, but like everything in life...it can change.
Gender
Age
Female
23
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Married
Hometown
Country
I was borin in FL but have lived everywhere
United States
Amanda Jordan's URL
http://www.bebo.com/MrsAmandaJordan
Member Since
September 2007
Amanda Jordan says:
"I really wish that I could talk to my husband right now and tell him that I Love him and he is the light of my life!" (42 week ago) me too!
Music
Foo Fighters, Lifehouse, Classical, Evanesence, Eric Clapton, Kanye West, Justin Timberlake, The Moody Blues, My Chemical Romance, Avril Lavigne, There are WAY more but that gets you started...
Films
I haven't found a ton of movies that I don't like...I think the don't like list would be shorter. I love movies, they are my favorite thing to do. I like to rent them and do ALOT with Netflix and I LOVE to go to the movies! I love it when Tuesday comes around, cause that means atleast ONE new movie!
Hobbies
The internet mostly...I am on a few diffrent pages...
Twitter, Facebook, and Viddler.
No, I am not on myspace...
Scared Of
Losing those people that I love or dissapointing them
Happiest When
I am with my husband, physically or just over the phone or computer
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By the time that the day was over I was so freaking tired that I didn't get anything done online last night. I got to talk to my husband yesterday, fo a long time again while he was on guard duty. I really do love those days even though I know that they are hard on him. He doesn't complain though about having to be up and he keeps doing it, so I guess he kinda likes a little bit to. He said that he wouldn't be on all night again today, it is LATE at night when he gets on to talk to me there, but that he would jump on real fast. If he doesn't make it that will be ok cause after I write this I am pretty much going to be going for awhile.
Yesterday in our conversation he was serious and silly and he told me he loved me lots, lol. Something about a jeep and he tried ot help with my son and him doing his homework. It helped, not really that suprising. My son wants nothing more but to go shoting with his Dad over his R&R. So when I told him that I was having a hard time getting Kai to do his homework from the last week of him being home sick, he told him that there would be no shoooting if he couldn't do his work. The work started to get done....I will keep that in mind frmo now on I think.
Today I have to go to a baby shower, mine, and that is just weird. I have onl been to one baby shower in my whole life back in Nashville and it was for someone else. I take that back, it may have been 2 baby showers, but I don't reall remember the other one.
My mother-in-law is throwing this and it is mostly her friends, or her family, coming to it. I don't know how this is going to go. My new Grandma on her side is going to be there and I know that I am in a little trouble with her. I haven't been over there in almost two weeks and I haven't called or anything. I have benn sick! I know she isn't going to be happy with me, but I can't really do anytihng about it now can I? I lvoe her though, she is the best women ever. My new aunt Ann will be there and I relaly do kinda like her, I am not so hott on her one daughter btu she doesn't like me either.
All in all I tihnk that this thing could go pretty well, I just don't know what to expect. I know that i need to be on my best behavior. Time to be nice nice girl. All polite and respectful and cute and pregnant. I have to make my husband proud and I need most these people think that i am normal, and nice and a good person. I am none of the three adjectives there, just do that we are clear.
I think that my mom might be a little mad at me, and I am not sure why. I will know by the end of the day, so I am not to worried about it. I am sure whatever I did I didn't mean to do it and it will be ok.
I hope that my husband does get on the computer today. I would to tell him that I love him again. I relaly do, I love him with all my heart. I remember when he first deployed and I got to PA that when he woudl call it would make my day. I was happy and smiles all afternoon. Then it changed and it was like, yeah, so what. I don't like that at all. I loved being happy like that! I gotta get back in that mind set. Him talking to me is amazing. He takes time form his day when he could be sleeping or something else to talk to me! I love him for that!
Ok, well, enough with the stauling, I gotta get a shower and make myself look decent. Have a good day bebo. I am off to the baby shower!
Is a real pain in the butt!! I woke up at 5:38 this morning and HAD TO HAVE apple sauce!! SO, I went and had apple sauce. I don't know why, it's weird but you wake up at odd hours of the night neeing something. One time I woke up and HAD to go take a shower. I don't know what that has to do with being pregnant, but I had this overwhelming complete urge to just go take a shower. I really don't know anymore folks, lol.
You also lose your train of thought really easily...like i just did. I was going to say something with this, and now I have forgotten what it was or where I was going...
Anyway, I think I am going to go back to bed now...Good Morning!!
So I need a place to let it all out, and I am sorry Bebo world, your it. I am 22 years old, I have a5 year old son and am currently pregnant with my second. The baby is a little girl that my husband and I are going to name Helenmarie. Her due date is Nov.8th, but I have had a c-section before and am having another now and will more then likely be having it earlier then term, like Oct.25th.
I am married to a military man, and that is it's own blog worthy struggle. He is deployed right now, but will be home in time for the baby's birth.
I am finding as time goes by that I love him more and more and that he is growing in ways that I could only dream of! he is starting to understand my feeling more, I think. For all i know he knew it before, but it means moe ot him now, I don't know but either way I am happy that it is like it is. Now I just need ot work on me. I have grown this evil angry monster since he has been gone. I don't like it, I really don't. I am finding it difficult to leave it alone though.
I am angry at everything and everyone and I tend to find and point out the negative MUCH mroe then other people...
This is where you are going to come in bebo, your going to be my happy release!
Today so instance!
I got to talk to my husband on the computer from 12:30 in the afternoon until almost 5pm tonight. It was great and while we di have a few things come up in the conversation that made me feel bad, There were 2 things that were AMAZING and shoudl have "put me on cloud 9"
i had a hard time seeing those things for what they were and not seeing all the bad, like feeling that I didn't make him as happy today as he made me.
He said all the things that I needed ot hear today. He old me that he loved me and that I needed to learn to trust that. He loved me and not any other reason then I am me. He really does love me, no strings attached and no "but only if" statments.
Also, he admitted to loving my letter and things that I send him and that was something that I wasen't sure of. It was what I wanted, all I wanted, to hear. I wanted to know that something I do makes him happy. It does, it really makes him happy. I make him happy. I, Amanda R. Jordan, make my husband happy!!!
No one else matters, what they think and what they think they know, just he and I. It doesn't matter anymore, he loves me!!
I am starting my life and my family. My son is ridiculously smart and has a father who loves him. I am about to give birth to a little baby girl. I am going to have sometime with my husband soon. Things are hard, and bumpy, but I have ot see the good or I am not gonna make it out alive and neither will my marriage or the relationship that I have with my kids.
Life will only get better!!
