Bebo

Say goodbye to the old street
That never cared much for you anyway
The different-colored doorways
You thought would let you in one day
Goodbye to the old bus stop, frozen and waiting
The weekend edition has this town way overrated

You walk across a baseball field
The grass has turned to straw
A flock of birds tries to fly away from where you are
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye old friend
I can't make you stay
I can't spend another ten years
Wishing you would anyway

How the sky turns to fire against a telephone wire
And even I'm getting tired of useless desires

Every day I take a bitter pill that gets me on my way
For the little aches and pains
The ones I have from day to day
To help me think a little less about the things I miss
To help me not to wonder how I ended up like this

I walk down to the railroad track and ride a rusty train
With a million other faces I shoot through the city veins
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye old friend
You wanted to be free
Somewhere beyond the bitter end is where I want to be

How the sky turns to fire against a telephone wire
And even I'm getting tired of useless desires

Say goodbye to the old building
That never tried to know your name
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye old friend
You won't be seeing me again
Goodbye to all the windowpanes shining in the sun
Like diamonds on a winter day
Goodbye, goodbye to everyone

How the sky turns to fire against a telephone wire
Burns the last of the day down
And I'm the last one hangin' around
Waiting on a train track, and the train never comes back
And even I'm getting tired of useless desires

What is on your wrists right now?
Erm a cool wee chain thing.

What does your hair look like right now?
Sexy

Your phone rings, what do you say?
Sup!

Has anyone ever broken your heart
Yeah but that's cuz I'm a fanny lol.

When's the last time you laughed really hard, why?
I think I laughed today but I forget now.

How are you feeling?
Bored. That's why I'm doing this pish.

Day been rough?
Lol no.

Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I don't think I'll be kissing for a long time.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
No lol.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
Nope.

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?
Not really.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I guess I could find one.

Has anyone said they loved you today?
My wee brother.

What are you thinking about right now?
P!nk lol :S

Are you missing someone?
Not really

Are you tired?
Nope

Have you ever woke up next to someone and freaked out?
No lol.

When was the last time you felt upset?
Like ten minutes ago.

Are you wearing anything black right now?
Everything lol.

Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
No. I'm the worst person to be with tbh. Im not saying that in a "pitty me" way. I'm just not very nice lol.

Anything you'd like to say to anyone?
"I quit because I've been offered a job where you get paid properly and you don't have to do everyone else's work for them". But that's unlikely to happen.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
Yeah. Awww.

What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
It's rank.

Has anyone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
Yeah.

What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
Erm just me being a messy cunt. The usual.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
I have a different personality for each person lol

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Probably

What color underwear/boxers wearing now?
Black as I said before

What are you listening to right NOW?
P!nk - Crystal Ball. Good song.

Whats your favorite number?
I'm not that much of a loser.

How is the weather right now?
Dark n cold.

Who was the last person to call your house?
Dunno. I don't answer cuz it's never for me.

Do you think somebody loves you?
My wee brother. :]

Is it easy to make you cry?
Nah. I find it hard to cry but I guess I get upset easily.

Do you care too much/ not at all/ just enough?
Depends.

Do you get jealous easily?
Sometimes.

Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
Well everyone does.

Why do you think so many people cheat on their bf/ gf?
Because everyones a horny cunt.

Why do you think so many people lie to their bf/ gf?
Truth hurts.

What was the last thing you cried about?
Just stupid stuff probably.

Do you know anyone that drinks?
Yeah I guess lol

Who's thinking about you right now?
Whoever's reading this probably.

Do you think two people can last forever?
Yeah but happily? Also I guess it depends on which stage of their lives they meet.

And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers