Bebo

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	You had me at "Hey" - "My doctor said I have OCD"
	Chapter 1 I am emotionally and physicallly dependent. It is one of my many faults. I get attached to anything and if it taken away from me, I get distressed. My life is ordered and if there is a slightest disruption, I thought everything was in turmoil. My day had to be precise, 6.00am Wake up 6.15-6.30am Take a shower 6.30-6.45am Get ready 6.45-7.00am Have breakfast My breakfast had to consist of a bowl of Rice Krispies with a drop of milk and orange juice halfway filled in the glass. Before I left at 7:15 everything had to be neat and tidy. I had to check around the house twice before I left otherwise I would have this uneasy feeling all throughout the day. My doctor said I have OCD, I said I think you're exaggerating. My parents were never home. Maybe that's hwy I was dependent. I probably needed the support of my friends because I had no role models. But even they were really my friends. I always somehow felt left out, they didn't include in anything really. It made me sad that I wasn't considered on of there true friends. Oh sure, we'd have laughs but they were mainly directed at me even if they did say they were joking sometimes they just took it to far. I know I shouldn't be b*tching about my friends, as they are the only ones I have but sometimes they really piss me off. They could be so inconsiderate. There was that one girl. There always is, the one you could tell all your feelings to. She was always there for me and I appreciated. Eventually me and my "friends" drifted apart and I ended up hanging around with her. We mostly kept to ourself. We were the quiet girls. But that all changed when he arrived.
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