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| 1. | As | Read it Now |
| 2. | The Chase | Read it Now |
| 3. | Internet Relations | Read it Now |
| 4. | The Bastard | See below |
| 5. | Thoughts to Terrorize a Dream | Read it Now |
| 6. | Not Falling In Love Again | Read it Now |
| 7. | Twig | Read it Now |
| 8. | Green Envy of the Tree | Read it Now |
| 9. | The Acceptance Of Death | Read it Now |
| 10. | Token Tears | Read it Now |
| 11. | Bed (working title) | Read it Now |
| 12. | (Untitled & Unfinished) | Read it Now |
| 13. | Shame | Read it Now |
| 14. | Procrastination | Read it Now |
| 15. | A Change Of Heart | Read it Now |
| 16. | Derry 1972 | Read it Now |
| 18. | Fear of Old Age | Read it Now |
| 19. | Ode To ... | Read it Now |
| 22. | Religion of War (rhyme) | Read it Now |
| 23. | So There Is Nothing To Do. | Read it Now |
| 24. | The Garden | Read it Now |
| 25. | (inspired by suicide video) | Read it Now |
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 | The Bastard | ||
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| I have broken a few dreams, Played people for fools it seems, I've taken all I could take, And left them with another heartache, Sunshine comes out for everyone, Though you could never enjoy the sun, Always preferring to bask in the artificial, And coexist with all that is superficial, I'm the bastard who lives for today, You pull the covers up to hideaway, The difference is; I play the game, While in your head; you wrestle with shame, Forgiveness never comes in time, Sorry is just another line, Like a promise that you break, Or an answer that you fake, So I stand shackled before you, Awaiting the assessment of my crime, And the sentence of pain I put you through, Knowing nothing lasts forever in it's prime, I am the bastard tarnished, I accept any flaw and mistake, You are the soul varnished, You light a candle and vigil my wake. | |||
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