|1.||The journey to self-realisation||Read it Now|
|2.||Religion||Read it Now|
|3.||Suicide||Read it Now|
|4.||The Peacemaking Philosophy||Read it Now|
|5.||Immortality, Perfection and the return of Religion||Read it Now|
|6.||The Labelling Crisis||Read it Now|
|7.||Personality Dissection||Read it Now|
|8.||Logic vs. Emotion||Read it Now|
|9.||Time Travel and Extrovertedness||Read it Now|
|10.||Time Perseption, Attraction and the doubt of no Labels||See below|
|11.||Wisdom, Religion for the 3rd time and Emotional Expression||Read it Now|
|12.||Logic, Emotions=Intelligence and the Source of Doubt||Read it Now|
|13.||Daydreams, Confidence, Discrimination, Crushes and Religion (again)||Read it Now|
|14.||Nonexistant Stereotypes, the flaws of openmindedness, Social Barriers and plea for feedback||Read it Now|
|15.||Existance, the Mind, its Freedom and the Key to its Power||Read it Now|
|16.||Feedback addressed 1||Read it Now|
|17.||Motivation, Theology and Serious Relationships.||Read it Now|
|18.||Social Interaction, Control and Violence||Read it Now|
|19.||Expression and Hope||Read it Now|
|20.||Religious coexistance, Instinct, Personal Choice, Personal Conflict, Enlightenment||Read it Now|
|21.||Ramblings of the heart||Read it Now|
|22.||Realty and the disproving of creationist beliefs||Read it Now|
|23.||Belief "Theory", Creationists and Components of the Figurative Mind||Read it Now|
|Time Perseption, Attraction and the doubt of no Labels|
|Yay, my tenth entry in the BV series lol. I better make this one good.|
First on my list is perseption of time. I was thinking the other day about how time flies when your having fun and how boredom slows down time and I started to think it may be possible to control how fast you view time consciously which would be of great use while playing video games and would allow me to get those golden poops on digimon world hehe. It all seems to be based on mood and my best bet is concentrating really hard on an object to make it seem slower...yeah I know, not that good of a method but I can't think of anything better at this time. Another thing I wish to work on is accelerating time, the best way I can do that consciously is a book or tv but I want to be able to use sleep, I'm sick of having to sit in bed for like an hour before drifting off when others can do it while watching movies. What are they doing mentally that I am not, it makes no sense that I don't have the power to do that. I think it is to do with the amount of work the brain is doing and how well it can stop doing it, but I don't know how to do that damnit.
That was my planned thing and it took me ages to write since I've been busy lol. I've been thinking about the idea of attraction and what exactly it is. Maybe I haven't actually felt it to it's full extent since I have consciously been manipulating it ever since the start to make it stronger or weaker...I know that my manipulation is based on at least some sort of attraction but what is attraction. Everyone seemed split up into 2 categories but the line has been blurred. Of course theres the primary looks thing then when you get to know them personality matters the most, but what personality is best, the only attribute I'm certain of is the nice kind personality. I guess that+reasonable looks is all that required for attraction lol.
Next thing on mind, crushes....man they are pointless if you keep them hidden. Whats the point of attraction if it is locked up like that yet allowed to grow, all it will do is cause pain for ones self. That is why I'm not going to form a 6th crush....yet. If I keep my eyes open I can hopefully spot somebody who likes me lol and if I already have basic attraction I can boost it up to a reasonable level. Sounds more like a stragety for success than my method that I made in form 1 when I started liking my first crush. I advise the same to you guys, don't just sit by yourself focusing on one person.
Label time: I try not to label myself stuff but I can't stop...see, I just labelled myself a labeller lol. I keep calling myself shy etc because I still believe it, but online I'm not shy at all...it makes no sense....ok it makes some sense if I look for it. Lets see, online I do not have to process a number of senses continuously and I can reread what I type before pressing enter to make sure it seems right. But the fact is I press enter without even checking and everything works out as it should, my brain can function normally in a conversation setting and thats proved even more by how I interact with my friends. I am capable of outgoing yet I hold myself back, and I'm too scared to say I won't anymore since everytime I do I fail. That does it, time to get lessons from the masters. Urban will be excellent for a training ground.
I guess that's all for this one, I managed to write quite a lot lol. Still holidays yet I managed to pull all that out of my mind....shows how much I still have to cover haha. Leave a comment if you read this, it's feedback that can help me write the next one but no feedback makes it hard.
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