Bebo

Sushil <Sushil>

"Save water. Shower with a friend."

	Hiding from reality	545 Tage her
	When I found out the truth, I felt in my heart that Tarique was troubled and lost. I didn't hate him, but I felt disgusted by what he'd done and needed to make things right. When I asked what we should do about it, he told me to leave it. When I persisted he blew-up. I remember him grabbing me by the neck, shaking me, telling me to stay quiet or end up like Becky's brother. I was terrified. As week dragged on I was haunted by what I knew. It cut me up to see news reports, people crying, flowers and worst of all it hurt to see Becky, who was broken inside. I started staying at home for days-on-end because I couldn't take what was going on any more. Seeing everything was just a reminder of how I'd failed Becky and her family. When I started to ignore Becky's texts - which were often cries for help – was when I knew I’d hit rock bottom.
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