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unravelling emotions <unravelling-emotions>

	30o7o8 - 1230AM	488 días hace
	So it's 1230 AM, on a school night, and I haven't even attempted to sleep. My eyes are a little on the heavy side (tired), but they won't stay close for long enough. Not really sure why that is, so let's not ask. Lately, I've been all over the place, literally. Happy one moment, reminiscing the next. Before I know, I've got stupid tears rolling from my eyes (not literally). But I do think a lot, especially when I'm alone. And that's not good. That's not good at all. Truth is, I still sort of miss you. Think about you every now and then, but I bet you don't think of me at all, right? I'm just some shadow that used to be colourful, right? That's okay. I don't mind. I've learnt to live without you just as I jave learnt to smile like tomorrow will never come. It all comes with a little practice. I'm so stupid. But I tried to replace you, but nobody will be another you. And believe me, a lot of my friend dislike you very much, but I can't seem to find that hatred within my own heart. They weren't even the ones who got hurt! Emotions run wild every now and then. I miss you so much I want to cry. But then I miss you so much it doesn't hurt anymore. I don't really know what I feel, but what I do know is that, I am fine without you. Come back and maybe I'll let you in. If i can walk away from you in my daydream, what's there to say I can't in reality? <3 t t L
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