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Spleak <celebspleak>

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	Unlucky in Love...	707 days ago
	Well….something happened. Something bad. I mean, it might not be bad but I’m kind of freaking out. Okay, so here’s the breakdown: On Friday I went out with Sam, one of the girls from work, to go dancing. Eve stayed in with a fresh cold. She hadn’t been feeling well the whole week. So anyway, we went to this place I haven’t been to before and got in right away all VIP status because Sam’s uncle works with the club owner or something like that…and you’ll never guess who was there: Blake. And he looked…good. He made a beeline for me as soon as he spotted me. “Hey there,” he said, “fancy seeing you here.” I blushed because I knew he still liked me, and in truth, I’d been desperately avoiding him because…God help me, I find him attractive! And I know the rule: if one of your friends (especially your BEST friend) shows interest in a guy then he’s OFF LIMITS. Period. End of story. And I’ve been known to fall prey to some of my more impulsive instincts, so my solution was to keep away from him. To forget about him. Which works out great except for one problem: L.A. is a small place. I mean, don’t get me wrong, it’s a huuuge place, but it’s also the kind of place where you can run into the ONE person in the world you don’t want to run into—twice in one day. Anyway, I’m sure most of you can guess what happened: he was flirting with me relentlessly and I was a couple of cocktails in and next thing I knew: we were totally making out! Luckily I had the wherewithal to stop myself before it went on for too long. I pushed him away. He said, “Why are you doing this? You know what you want,” or something to that effect, and before I knew it I was running blindly out of the club, not even telling Sam I had left. I slouched down outside and, I’m embarrassed to say, cried like a baby. Not wanting to jeopardize anything, I told Eve what had happened as soon as I got home that night. She listened and didn’t get mad, but you know when you can tell you’ve hurt someone, even though they won’t admit it? That’s how it was. She said it was okay, that it obviously didn’t work out between the two of them for a reason and I should give it a go if I really like him…but I could hear the hurt in her voice. So…the weekend passed. I’m back at work, and I feel AWFUL. Blake keeps up his relentless texting and phone calls and I just ignore him or tell him I can’t talk. I’m so sick of making mistakes! How is it that in a city of so many, I have to like the ONE guy I can’t have?! And BTW, did you guys hear that Pam Anderson filed for divorce early today with her husband of two months, and then before the day was even over announced they were “working it out”? Yeah, that’s about how I feel right now. Pulled back and forth. I don’t know what to do. Help!
	posted by Spleak