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Steve B <Big_Stevie_B>

	Time to look my dad up?	811 Tage her
	Not had any contact with my dad for years. Couple of weeks ago was traveling through Scotland and Glasgow. Just going through that place realy screwed with my head. I was on a roller coaster camping tour and going to a party of a friend who lives in Falkirk area. I deny it like hell but i want to talk to him. Ask why he did what he did to my mum. Ask why the hell he turned his back on his own child. I think the guy has caused me alot of social blockege and i want to scream at him. Hit out at him. Blame him! just to let out years of black hatered. I want to know him. Yet i don`t. Should i look for him and family. What if it hurts his new life? Do i care? Why the fcuk am i even writing this and why did those sons of bitches take me through Glasgow 5 bloody times? Why do i take Scotish insults and throw them at inocent people. Why the hell did i go up there or to that party? Like that girl was ever realy friends with me anyhow? I knew i shoud have gorn to Spain instead.
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