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	The Road	472 días hace
	this is suhin i typed up recently, and was inspired to do it. it has some relevance to me personally, but a dono if it's interesting at all. surprisingly, this blog is not taking the absolute piss - although feel free to take the piss out of it. You looked at me on that road, yet I did not return your kindness. Smiles weren't traded - just that I took yours and tossed it 'pon the ground as it meant nothing. It fell without appreciation onto the road, like the yellow leaves which lay on it, undeserved of their exile - of their disregard. Earphones inserted, unhappy mood reserved and my brows buried into my eyes: readying myself for it; I knew it would come. It did, and as always, I did not reply. My brows shielded my eyes further, reluctance seethed. I must have looked aggressive. I entered the car like the day before, and the days before that. You crossed without hesitation of course, like you always did; you knew the road and it was never busy. As if systematically, you glanced at me, and performed yet another act of friendliness. It was no more special than the one you'd given me before, because like a sweety wrapper tossed out of the car window after being consumed, I too threw your second smile away, disrespecting your love. "Come on! Get a move on! I've got places to be! Could your face be tripping you anymore than it is!? Hurry up!" My brother called on me. He awaited my arrival in the car, making it bewail by pressing the horn. He suggested I should quicken my pace as his hand clenched into a fist and waved around recklessly. I looked over the road, and as I'd assumed, you were there. You did not smile immediately for you were looking in another direction, oblivious to any hazards or people around you. But wait. Your head turned towards me, and your lips formed into that crescent of cheerfulness that had irritated me so for the past 4 years. This time was different. There was something about your smile, something. I didn't smile back, because I did not feel happy. This time though, just this time, I accepted your smile. You didn't know that. How could you? I opened the car door and swung my bag into the back of the car, paying no attention to anything in particular. I was going through the every day schedule I'd had for the past 4 years, and the last part was about to be committed. I sat down and fell into my own abyss of shame and depression as I slouched further down into the seat. At that moment, I made myself a promise. I decided. I would smile back. You always smiled twice. Always. I felt a rush of excitement, and for the slightest of moments, I was happy. I awaited the car's ignition; it always drew your attention to me, and that's when you smiled at me. But wait. The exhaust was already bellowing, and my brother had already put pressure on the pedal. He was in a rush. He tossed an empty pack of chocolates out onto the road and drove forwards at a fast speed. I looked at you, and I smiled. You looked at me, but you had noticed it too. My smile morphed into a face of horror as the car came to an all but pointless stop. You were there. On the road. Except crossing without hesitation made you vulnerable this time. You lay there, next to the yellow leaves. I came out of the car, and I ran towards you but it was too late. You had suffered the ultimate fate. Even now, you smile. "I'm sorry." I cried in a quiet voice. I looked towards the path I had walked on, and there, walking up the road, I seen her. She showed me a polite smile, and her beauty mesmerized me. This time, I thought, I won't let the opportunity pass.
	escrito por Zubo

6 comentarios:

	Mark Mcghee ha dicho…	hace 472 días
	i loved that bud i think i no what this is about
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	Zubo ha dicho…	hace 472 días
	u can read me like a book m8
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	Stephen Gordon ha dicho…	hace 472 días
	or like a blog
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	Thomas Crawford ha dicho…	hace 241 días
	Thats actually really good
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	Zubo ha dicho…	hace 240 días
	why thank you thomas, your comment is greatly appreciated
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	The Girl With Kaleidoscope Eyes ha dicho…	hace 57 días
	<3
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