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Danii The Mosher <DaniiTheDemonic>

"Sing me to sleep. oh fallen angel"

	Friends (A Final few words to old good friends)	250 days ago
	I remeber a time where I felt alone. I felt rejected and completely worthless. I remeber a time where I felt there was no point in dealing with stress and when I felt like all my life i would just be a failure and useless. I remeber when I first met you We were close and it all seemed well We were unseperable, you and I. But look at it now, Its just not gonna happen anymore. Its all gone to hell.... I'm not talking about one individual Infact there are many people when I look back to it now. You were what I lived for, I arised for school every day not only for the education but for my best friends. But whats left... How did it end up like this... How..? I miss the times where we would sit and laugh! You made me happy and alsogave me strength and the confidence I needed to progress I know I have made some utterly stupid mistakes in my time but before I found great friends like you I will happily admit, I was a fucking mess.... So heres my crappy poem from the heart I doubt you will read this but I just needed to say it I hope, I pray, that again some day it can be as it used to be.. I can't even be bothered to rhyme it now I can't write out poems like this, Ive never needed too But I do feel it all needs to be said. But do -you- remeber those good ol' days? Remeber the laughs and the giggles we had. Remeber the tears together we shed. Remeber all the things I have done ~ be them good OR bad.. Remeber that everyone makes mistakes. I just seem to make them more than others! Reduced to tears, theres not much else to type Wait.. I lie. Theres so much more to type, just not enough time ~ A god damn thesorous wouldn't help me get the words to express myself! I know there are other friends of mine ~ I love them dearly! I love all of my friends with all of my heart I'de quite happily take a bullet for anyone of them But it feels like I have taken a bullet from them Shot straight to the heart. Where it hurts the most. I can understand why they would do such a thing But I still valued their friendship. Even if they just thought of me as Just another friend. I guess thats all I am. I'm not no one special. I have lost all reason to beleive that now. I have lost some of the most treasured things I could ever have. I lost my best friends. You could say Friends just come and go but I have always said friends are forever. Even if they don't feel the same way. Heck, friends may go onto hate me, but I still have my memories. Thats something I will never lose. IMy good memores outweigh the bad memories. Every friendship does have bad memories.. but if friends are strong and they really do care for one another they will listen and look past flaws. I don't care who reads this now. Its gone from poem to emotional rant.. Just had to get it out of my system other wise the conciquence would be the same as it was on monday, and no one wants that again... Although I do hope -they- read it. And I hope they realise just how much I miss being friends with them.. but I don't think it'll happen.... I'm sorry I'm sorry.. I cannot say I am sorry enough.
	posted by Danii The Mosher

1 Comment:

	Vampire Princess said...	250 days ago
	This is so beautiful and touching hun. *Big huuugs* I'm always here for you, always. Ly. Xxx
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