Jonathan Langham <Pray_for_Plagues>

"Why So Serious?"

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I JUST REMEMBERED WHY I LEFT THIS GODDAMN SITE.492 dni temu
 
My heart was crushed on this website. No kidding, literally, I was emotionally bludgeoned to death. And now I know why I left it behind. And why I'll probably leave it behind again. I just... i don't think i could ever even talk to her again. She killed me. Yeah, I'll admit it, I made a huge mistake. And the distance was terrible. But distance didn't matter back then and it still doesn't. But the mistake I made was bad, and I'll admit that. I won't say i regret it, because I have NO regrets for anything I do, but I do feel sorry that I did it. And I wish that we could have gotten through it in a better way. I miss her, and I've missed her continuously since the day we stopped talking.

Sometimes I even wanted.....
to put a smile on that pretty face of hers.
With a knife.
But those were at dark, dark times.
And I've gotten through those times now.
I'm grown up. i really am.

I still miss her.

M /aybe
I /ts
A /dream.
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