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|Kurt Cobain's Letter...x||318 weeks ago|
|To Boddah |
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.
On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy.
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!
|posted by Nirvana|
|dat letter is on da bak of 1 of my nirvana t-shirts nirvana rocksssssss|
|Kel Mcgovern said...||5/23/07|
|i do hope everyone out there that thinks kurt killed himself know's that it's fucken crap....his bitch of a wife set him up so she could get everything he worked hard and long for..."wot goes around comes around" she'll get her's...x|
|am with er man a made a site on how he died and a posted it in ! if u dont belive it thn check the site a sent in and read in the blog his wife done it|
|RawR Xx said...||7/7/07|
|the letter that HE rote only goes up to peace, love, empathy|
his bitch of a wife added the last bit so it lked like a suicide note!
|Richard Dugdale said...||7/25/07|
|pretty big impact on music id say !|
|James Churchy Churchill said...||8/8/07|
|yeah - the only bit which sounds like a suicide letter is after he signs Kurt Cobain - dont think suicide! but either way a musical genius|
|El' Shaw said...||10/21/07|
|Are you retarded james, fuckin read the thing|
|for sure , i would bet my life that that skank of a wife killed him or def had a major part in his death..|
|JellyTot. Whore said...||4/4/08|
| Suicide ..??|
He Was Murdered
R.I.P Kurt Cobain ♥
|Nirvana will live on forever|
|notice how he mentions freddie mercury|
thats how great queen were, they even were an influence this altern band that play music which is nothing like there own
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