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Ryan <hellomoto26>

"The past is only the future with the lights on"

	hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm	515 giorni fa
	Sometimes i do things that amaze me. Which is kinda weird because i already know how awesome i am. Finally i feel complete. Had to do some "out of body" searching to realise that my priorities in life were wrong. Ive been hurt a lot lately and everything i do gets thrown back in my face but what ive realised is that if i dont care about anyone but myself then i wont ever be hurt. Ive got an ex that lies through her teeth and goes out of her way to hurt people, a close freind thats ditched me totally despite stringing me along and saying that i still had a chance with her for weeks, two stalkers that take public humiliation on the chin and come looking for more and several girls that might be interested and just cant make their minds up... but if i only care about myself then nothing else can hurt me. Ive always had this kinda outlook on things... a really clever guy once said “You must love yourself before you love another. By accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence can make others happy.” iv found what was wrong in my life and fixed it. Its other people. When you hurt, people care but when you care back they run a mile. Most people judge people by their behaviour. If i was like that i would hate considerably more people than i already do. I judge people by their intentions. If you cheated on me i would forgive u because i dont think u woulkd set out to hurt me but if you lied about it continuously afterwards your intentions can only be bad. If i liked you and you said that i had a chance with you when that wasnt true your intentions were good because you didnt want to hurt my feelings, but what you were doing was stupid. When love isnt returned it destroys itself. After this you must decide to feel contempt or indifferece. If you feel contempt, jealousy or hatred you also feel love because you cant let go. When you feel nothing and can reset the standard with that person you can truly move on with your live and build a better relationship with them with a better understanding of both behaviour and intention.
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1 commento:

	Miss Rachel ha detto...	515 giorni fa
	thats really quite deep ae, youknow i nver wanted to hurt you ae. andi know it just not me, Ryan your special to me ae
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