Speaking Out Against Child Abuse <Childabusespeakout>
"It Should'nt Hurt To Be A Child!!!"
|Just an update||2/6/09|
|Hey everyone just an update...|
I am currently in the process for applying to be in the young peoples refernce group for the childrens commisioner of nz this means i will be able to do a whole lot of networking and community work,Working with children who are less fortunate, abused, as well as having a huge say in what things could be done to improve education and much much more....It really exciting i hope i get accepted...anyway sometime soon im gonna message you all updating you on whats happening in the group this year as i am currently typign out and working on a whole lotta articles and updates for the group.
If anyone would like to have a say in whats happening in the group this year please contact me i aprreaciate all the feedback i get..
Lots of love to all and hope you are having a great new year.
|HEY EVERYONE I NEED YOUR HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!||1/24/09|
|Hey everyone i need your help,|
it is the begining of the year and i want to make a huge difference.....Endless amounts of children are suffering because they are victims of Child Abuse.
This year already i have contacted Banardos and numerous other organisations to see what i can personally do to help,But i need your help,I NEED feedback and help as to what sort of gaols i should be setting and what sort of things is hould be doing.I have included a list of the things i want to do and i would appreciate your imput and suggestion on how i could further improve and expand on these ideas.
Firstly i would like to design and market a tv that portrays child abuse messages that say that it is not ok to abuse children......i currently have a few ideas and i will in the next few weeks put them up to vote on them however if you have any ideas on what sort of messages should be put on them please say so.
I would also like to talk to highschools about introducing mandatory classes educating people between the ages of 15-18years on child abuse,the effects and how to correctly take care of children,the chances are not everyone is going to have children but for those who do,or become teen parents they have been educated about it and if they choose to abuse they cant say they didnt know about it because they wouldve learnt.
I am also in the process of emailing and writing to a number of Mp's to discuss their views on child abuse and inquire what they are going to do about it in the new year,If anyone can suggest what i could add to these letters i would appreciate you help
|a childs perspective||12/19/08|
|I want to feel the heat on lights shining on my face|
I want to hear my name in the street
I know every one has heard this dream before
But I don?t want it for the glory
I know how much it hurts
There is always going to be something inside me that knows I cant do it
Maybe its his voice
The thought of him looking at me
His breath on my face
His thoughts in my head
His hands touching me
I still have that voice in my head saying its my fault
Its always my fault
I started it
Lead him on
I was 12
Was it me?
I think I got off lightly
It wasn?t that bad
It was to me because that?s what makes me me
It defines me
How can something like that define someone
It should be a chillds friends
Or their family
Why should children have to live
Every time they look in the mirror they see his face
They hear his voice
Theres always something there to remind you
He is the mask you are trapped behind
he taught me to protect myself
How to lie
He hurt me and the people closest to me
What gave him the right
Someone once told me
The depth of your sorrow is the height of your joy
People who don?t feel miss out
I wish I didn?t feel
But if it wasn?t me it would have been someone else
And I would never wish that on anyone
The problem is even when you are at the height of your joy
He is always there
Bringing you back down
So I think it would be better not to feel
Then you wouldn?t know that sorrow
Feel that guilt
I didn?t get him locked up because I couldn?t do that to his family
Maybe he put that idea into my head
I feel guilty now because he could be doing it to someone else
Ruining another girls life
I think they would be better off without him
Is it better to have a father who abused children
Or to have one rightfully in prison stopping them do that?
I want to see his face behind bars
I want to see him destroyed
Like he destroyed me
I want to see him broken
He doesn?t deserve anyones sorrow
He doesn?t deserve anyones love
He deserves nothing
I want him to rot away
I want him to know what he did to me
And I want him to regret it
I want him to regret it from the bottom of his heart
He doesn?t deserve to have children
His children where hurt enough
Maybe that defines them
And their lives?