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Jess The Best <JessT7390>

"DRAMA QUEEN"

	Major Drama	518 dni temu
	I’ve had some major drama and kinda need your help. I was walking home the other day with my girls and they stopped to go to the shops. I waited outside coz the shop was full up. Outside I was holding my friends MP3 Player listening to music and had my mothers phone in my hand, which I borrowed from her earlier that day. Next thing I knew I was being approached by a group of girls. They were all dressed the same and had the same outrageous green hair. I identified them instantly as the ‘green girls’ a group of vicious girls known for there violence and crime. I’d seen them around before but they had never troubled me before now. They stopped in front of me and demanded the MP3 Player, my money and my phone. I tried to explain that the phone was my mothers and the MP3 was my friends who were in the shop but they wouldn’t listen. They just started mocking me saying they didn’t care if it wasn’t mine as it would soon be theirs. Just as I was about to run for help I was kicked to the ground and beaten. By the time my friends heard my screams and came to my rescue the green girls were running down the road laughing with the MP3 player and phone…. I’ve told my mother that I lost her phone as I know she would make me go to the police. She knows I’m lying coz of the amount of bruises I’ve got. It’s been awkward as she's not speaking to me until I tell her the truth. My friend isn’t talking to me as her MP3 player cost a lot of money that I’m going to need to replace. I desperately need to get the stuff back but I have no idea how. Everyone I know is scared of the green girls … and if the police where that good at their job why are the green girls still on the roads? What should I do?
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	I FEEL SICK BRB :(	518 dni temu
	The saga continues… My mum finally spoke to me today. A whole 24 hours later. She said that Keisha's mother phoned her for the money for the MP3 Player that was stolen from me. I feel bad at this point. If she's spoken to Keisha's mum then she must know what happened to me by now. I burst into tears and ran out of the room. She knows I lied to her. My mum hates liars...and cowards. She probably thinks I’m a right coward now... Keisha still isn’t talking to me. She’s acting like I asked them to rob her MP3.. Plus I went on MSN today and a couple people had their screen names about me, just petty stuff like 'Jess got robbed lol hahaha' kinda stuff. I don’t really care. I just want my mum and my friend back. One screen name that DID disturb me was from a girl in the year above me. ‘I’ve got a new pink Sony Ericsson shake it phone and the latest twist it MP3 player for sell...any buyers?' co-incidence? i think not! it was mine, it had to be.. as long as I got the phone and MP3 player back everything would be fine... but who am I kidding I haven’t got money to buy it off her and she defiantly ain’t gonna just give it to me... HMMM HELPPPP!
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	What now?	518 dni temu
	I have two choices. With MAJORRRR risk factors! Go to the police... Tell them and my mother what happened and try to get the stuff back Risk 1: getting beaten up again Risk 2: trying to prove that the green girls took the stuff to the police Risk 3: I’d get bullied for being a grass by like my whole area Choice 2 Find the girl who's selling the MP3 and phone and see if she'll let me buy it back off her. Risk 1: she'd laugh in my face Risk 2: she'd tell the green girls that i came for it Risk 3: she was one of the green girls... Neither of these is looking to promising... i wish this was simple. Whichever one I choose I’m losing out. looks like my only choices now are to have my mother and Keisha thinking I’m a failure and be paying off a debt for the next 2 years to them both... orrrrrr.... try and get it back with out getting another beating...
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	Be a brave girl?	518 dni temu
	She cried... I definitely hadn't expected that. She sobbed in my arms and told me I was her little girl and I should have come to her in the beginning. I told her everything. From the feeling of nausea when the Green Girls approached me... From the feeling of relief when it was over and the feeling of dread when it came to dealing with my situation. She understood, she told me that something similar had happened to her when she was younger. I think she just said that to make me feel better coz I could never imagine someone doing that to her. Either way telling me that makes me feel better. Like getting targeted wasn't personal. I felt like I wasn't alone and felt the bond with my mother strengthen. She phoned Keisha's mother who apparently had not already told her the story and explained. She asked if Keisha would come to the police station with us and give her statement and description of her MP3 player. Keisha's mother wasn't very understanding. She said she would get back to us... that was about 5 hours ago... She hasn’t called back. Decision time… Ok I’ve decided to go to the police. But first I have to explain things to my mum. The prospect of trying to get back Keisha and my mothers belongings were making me heave. I dunno how I’m going to tell her. But ill let you know how it goes. Wish me luck xoxo
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	What idiot said revenge was sweet?	518 dni temu
	OoOoOk ... so Keisha's mother didn’t call back. So my mother took me to the station. I was upset that Keisha didn’t come ... it was like she didn’t care. The station even phoned Keisha to get a description of the player. She said she didn’t want to get involved and locked off the phone. I didn’t have time to care. I needed to focus on being strong for myself and prepare to deal with the whispers of 'SNITCH' which was soon to be ringing through my ears as I walked around my area. The green girls were taken in for questioning and news quickly spread that Keisha didn’t want to help me put a stop to them. The girls admitted the crime and were put on bail. I felt safer leaving my house as I had been told that they were conditioned to stay away from me. I wasn’t prepared to snitch unnecessarily as I knew in my head that if i saw the girls they would be too threatened by the thought of jail to approach me again. I hadn't seen or spoken to Keisha until today. And here is how it went. I walked to the shop with 'SNITCH' ringing through my ears as I cut through the estate. When I got to the shop I saw Keisha ...with the green girls. I was confused. I didn’t understand. Everything was a blur...was she one of them? Is that why she didn’t want to get involved? What would they do to me? They saw me almost instantly and moved in on me. Keisha just stood there. They surrounded me and began to cuss me. I was shaking I could feel my heart beating rapidly. I couldn’t hear what was being said I was just stood feet wide apart focused on Keisha. How could she let this happen to me again? 'Keisha gets her man’... ' come on Keisha do your thing' ... 'Keisha, she tried to make you look like a snitch' ... 'hit her, hit her, hit her' Keisha stepped forwards and was facing me. I couldn’t take it anymore, the anger was building up inside of me pushing down. My throat was becoming dry. I wasn't going to cry. I wasn't going to let them win again. I tried to move out the way but Keisha stood there firmly. She still hadn’t said anything. With all my might I raised my hand and slapped Keisha's face. She screamed and fell back. I ran... All the way home. Not stopping till I collapsed on the sofa. I've just made things ten times worse. What have I done???
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	This was wrong.	518 dni temu
	Since when had fighting back been a solution? I don’t want these people to be my friend because I resorted to violence. That isn’t real. I wasn’t one of them. I wanted to call Keisha an tell her how bad I felt for her but i didn’t. I was busy fighting my own battle. And I didn’t need ANY of these people by my side. I was going to win this through the courts. Get them sent away and get my mothers phone back...
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	Justice	518 dni temu
	The court date finally came. It was amazing. Whilst I had been cooped up inside my house trying to avoid the 'friends' that crept up on me for hitting my former best friend. Several victims of the green girls came forward and built up a stronger case against the girls. When I arrived in court they were charged with not one but 17 charges of robbery, theft and assault with multiple evidence and witnesses against them. I was given a round of applause when I entered the room. It wasn't supposed to be like this. I was happy that it was coming to an end but wasn't proud that it took violence to stop it. When it was my turn to give evidence I was put behind a screen because of my age. I told the court what had happened as they questioned me. After I had answered my questions I pushed the screen away. I had to say my piece. I wanted everyone to understand that I wasn't proud of the violence and I was sorry for Keisha and I was angry to all the people who only thought to speak up when I did, to the green girls for thinking that what they do is ok. The green girls didn't seem to show any remorse. I didn't care. I had won, although they hadn't yet been sentenced I knew either way I had won. I felt stronger. Stable. Relieved and exhausted. I didn't wait to hear the rest of the trial. I had to get out of there... Since when has wrong been right? Why is the world so twisted? I logged in to my MSN later that night after my mother had calmed me down. I felt terrible...I was wrong for hitting Keisha. Mother always taught me that two wrongs don’t make a right. I felt terrible...Until 'goo Jess' ... 'Jess fights back' ... ' well done J' ... 'J defeats green girls' ... 'Jess is the greatest' ... 'Help Jess in her battle...Come forward victims of green girls!' Was on the screen names of my contact list - I was confused. Why were they now on my side? As soon as I appeared online a number of conversations started flashing congratulating me for fighting back against the green girls. Thanking me for slapping Keisha and telling me she deserved it for not giving evidence and other ridiculous invites out to parties... The story was that after I slapped Keisha and ran home the green girls started on Keisha and called her names for not fighting me back. They had only recruited her in to their crew to ensure she didn’t give evidence for my case. Now they are branding her a fake for not giving evidence for her best friend and a loser for picking them over me because she was scared. They beat her up and took away her green ribbon.
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	Now	518 dni temu
	With the £1500 compensation they had to pay me. My mother and I both got new phones. They're wicked we can video call each other lol... I brought back Keisha's MP3 player and dropped it to her house. That was hard for me. When I got to her door she looked small. Ashamed. She said she didn't want the MP3 back. She just wanted me back as a friend and was sorry for what she did. It was over for me and I had become a better person because of it. I just didn't think I was ready to give Keisha another chance. I don't hate her... but I don't need her either. We talk on MSN occasionally. She doesn't really have any friends after she snaked me. I ignored all those who wanted to be my friend for hitting Keisha coz that’s just wrong. The other victims of the Green girls are my new friends. We came together and spoke about our experience after the case was over. Altogether the Green girls paid out around £10,000 compensation and served a minimum of 18 months in Youth offenders. Now a year on I'm 16 year old with a mad close relationship to my mother and a story to tell... Anyway I'm off... Going cinema with Lisa.. She's great. The total opposite of me but oh well. I love her to bits anyway I'll report back on the film later... it’s got Hugh Grant in it... He's well fit lol xoxo
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