' Impossible Witch <ZoeKaLiS>
"Sister of James Potter, and friend of Regulus Black"
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 | Ed Sheeman - The A Team HP Parody | 6/30/11 | ||
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| Bold is my lyrics Normal is his lyrics Comment to say if I should make it White lips, pale face Pink scar, dark hair Breathing in snowflakes Do you know whose there Burnt lungs, sour taste Mad aunt, bad uncle Light's gone, day's end Dudley?s, there too Struggling to pay rent That?s where he did stay Long nights, strange men Green eyes, sad child And they say Hogwart?s says She's in the Class A Team he is seeing the truth Stuck in her daydream He?s the boy who lived Been this way since 18 Been this way since age 1 But lately her face seems His parent?s died for him Slowly sinking, wasting He falls into magic Crumbling like pastries He depends on Ron And they scream And Hermione The worst things in life come free to us He will fight for his life and for us Cos we're just under the upper hand Though he doesn?t know this fact yet And go mad for a couple of grams But he will find out soon enough And she don't want to go outside tonight At the end of first year he beats Voldie And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland End of second year defeats Basilisk Or sells love to another man And Tom Riddle in a book It's too cold outside Third year Petigrew For angels to fly Fourth year champion Angels to fly Still not the end Ripped gloves, raincoat Old clothes, Dudley?s Tried to swim and stay afloat To big for our champion Dry house, wet clothes Cup-board, under-stairs Loose change, bank notes No food, no change Weary-eyed, dry throat Sleepy head, Crying Call girl, no phone Pink scar, dark hair And they say Hogwart?s says She's in the Class A Team he is seeing the truth Stuck in her daydream He?s the boy who lived Been this way since 18 Been this way since age 1 But lately her face seems His parent?s died for him Slowly sinking, wasting He falls into magic Crumbling like pastries He depends on Ron And they scream And Hermione The worst things in life come free to us In the fifth year Order of Pheonix Cos we're just under the upperhand Cho Chang he will have kissed And go mad for a couple of grams Using Thestrals to save the day And she don't want to go outside tonight In sixth year he watched Dumbledor die And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland By the wand of the Professor Sev Snape Or sells love to another man Draco was there aswell It's too cold outside Harry grew up fast For angels to fly He was forced to Angels to fly Boy who lived An angel will die May not survive now Covered in white Voldie?s coming Closed eye Harry hide And hoping for a better life Don?t go back to where you feel home This time, we'll fade out tonight Take Hermione and Ron Straight down the line On a Horcrux chase And they say Hogwart?s says She's in the Class A Team he is seeing the truth Stuck in her daydream He?s the boy who lived Been this way since 18 Been this way since age 1 But lately her face seems His parent?s died for him Slowly sinking, wasting He falls into magic Crumbling like pastries He depends on Ron And they scream And Hermione The worst things in life come free to us It?s the final stand this time Harry And we're all under the upperhand No more fighting after this ends Go mad for a couple of grams You just have to kill Voldemort And we don't want to go outside tonight He will die though not quite the way we fear And in a pipe we fly to the Motherland He will have three kids with Ginny Weasly Or sell love to another man She?s a lucky little girl It's too cold Boy turned man For angels to fly Final chapter now Angels to fly No more fighting To fly, fly For him, him Or angels to die Lament is to end | ||||
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| How many times? | 5/9/11 | ||
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| I?m waiting here, right by the door, Just like I have time and time before, Do you know I?ll still be here when the clock strikes midnight... This is my first try at this, So let me up when I fall down, I am just a child trying to find her wings, So catch me when they fail, I?m a fish trying to walk on land, So help me grow into something magical, I?m sorry now that I can?t be the girl you need me to be. But how many times do I have to say I love you, And how many times do I have to wait by that door, How many times will you leave me waiting here, How many more times do I have to cry at your feet, Just so I can hear your voice one more time. You?ve been hurt time after time before, By a girl who left you at the altar, You have to know I?m not like her, Just because I don?t know you hate your hair being touched, Doesn?t mean I?ll run out on you, Just because I kiss you at the wrong times, Doesn?t mean I?m insecure, I?m just a child trying to learn. So how many times do I have to say I love you, And how many times do I have to wait by that door, How many times will you leave me waiting here, How many more times do I have to cry at your feet, Just so I can hear your voice one more time. Your brother he acts like I am the worst of them all, He acts like I should be begging you to stay, And as he says those simple words I can?t help but believe him, So I hold on tight I remind you of the reasons I love you, And do you even realise I am fighting my whole life for you. No you don?t, You don?t even realise, Do I have to say those words again... How many times should I have to say I love you, How many times should I have to wait by that door, How many times will you leave me waiting there, How many more times do I have to cry at your feet, Just so you can leave me alone again. I?m waiting here, right by the door, Just like I have time and time before, Do you know I?ll still be here when the clock strikes midnight... My feelings...my heart...respect it | ||||
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| James & Lily,,, me and twinnie roleplay | 2/4/11 | ||
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| Authonomy | 1/10/11 | ||
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| Please help me with my dream to get published Authonomy is free to get an account with. And my story is up there Clare De Lune Please back it and star it please because I could use the help x authonomy.com Clare de lune please help me | ||||
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| love | 9/17/10 | ||
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| IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button NO CHEATING Opening Credits: Wake me up - Girls Aloud Waking Up: Torniquet - Evanescense First Day At School: Grace Kelly (Acoustic) - Mika Falling In Love: Billy - James Blunt Fight Song: Never say good bye - Jojo Breaking Up: Running away - Delta Goodrem Prom: The Climb - Miley Cyrus Life's OK: Curious - Holly Brook Mental Breakdown: Runaway - CASCADA Driving: Forever and Always - Taylor Swift Flashback: Papa can you hear me - N-Dubz Getting Back Together: Jericho - Hillary Duff Wedding: Naked - Avril Lavigne. Amazing Hot Sex Porno Scene: Hot 'n' Cold - Katy Perry Birth of Child: Virgin Sexy - sugarbabes. Final Battle: Peace of me - Natasha Bedingfield Death Scene: Justify Rhianna Funeral Song: Out of my mind - James Blunt End Credits: Pumpkin soup - Kate nash | ||||
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| Keep in touch | 5/21/10 | ||
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| Two reasons for this: 1. If Bebo shuts down...I will die, end of because...well i'll miss everyone.....and a lot of personal stuff too. I just can't live without this world 2. I'm having exams....and again I can't well it doesnt feel right without people like you to support me...yeah i sound so crap right now..... MSN: zoe-bat-gurl@hotmail.co.uk DenaliChild@hotmail.co.uk | ||||
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| Mycharachters | 2/1/10 | ||
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| Zoe Cullen's family Zoe 19 looks 15 married to Lugh Castell image is kristen stewart or Alexis bledel trisexual (inside joke, likes humans vampires and werewolves) Christine-Rain 1 looks 16 Taken by Sasha image is Taylor swift or Even rachel wood or Brittany Snow, or dianna argon, depending bisexual Cherry 9 months looks 13 heart broken image is abigale (taylor swifts best mate) or redheadded females strait Blake Same as Cherry single image is Alex Evans strait Kellan 8 months looks 14 (both parents vampires made him age quicker Single image is any blonde male strait Clair de Lune looks about 18 with Ryu image is Emma watson nessie's half sister bisexual to annoy her father Micha looks about 17 confused image is anyone Nessies half brother strait Arora-Bastilla looks 16 is single image is Katie holms Christine-Rain's daughter strait Rastian-Kellan looks 16 is single image is jackson rathbone Christine-Rains son strait *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Bellatrix Lestrange any age i'll play her with Voldemort image is well Bellatrix darlings strait Impero 12-18 single image later added Bellatrix's son strait Crucia 12-18 single image later added Bellatrix's daughter strait | ||||
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| my story | 1/24/10 | ||
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| this is about a 150 year old girl, who ages 1 year for every 10 that passes and has done since a child. please tell me what you think, this si the prologue Dear Journal. I used to call these books diaries but recently that isn?t enough for me. It has to be a journal. It?s not going to be a book where I only write some details. If I write something, It is going to have all the details, like all the other journals and diaries I have written. I have one journal for every school I have been to. To write down the changes between schools. Maybe one day a human will read it...and find out my secrets. But It sounds weird if I put it like that. I have many secrets. No one has found out. Thats why I chose a journal with Skulls and Closets on. Well to be more accurate it had that n the cover and a lot of lined paper. Do you know the old saying ?you have a skeleton in the closet? meaning you have a secret you?ve been hiding? I have so many half secrets. I guess I thought this book fitted me. Which in a way it does. It feels right to write this. If i?m going to put in detail I better start now I guess. I am writing at the moment in my new bedroom. Mainly because Marcus is downstairs. Should I explain who Marcus is? Probably. I want to give these journals to someone and for them to understand. I?ve explained him before. In my other journals but I want to explain him again, because I?m not even sure what he is. Well My mother, the aptly named Aphrodite (she goes by Amanda with most people), took a shine to Marcus at one of the High Council meetings. I was there and she had beckoned him over, that was when she said if he agreed he could marry me when we were old enough. The only reason she chose him though, was because she liked the look of him. She liked the dark gold hair, with chocolate brown highlights that fell in waves around his face, she liked the light blue childish eyes, she liked the build of him, not muscular but not wimpy. He was what she liked to look at. Over the years he came to live with us. My mothers excuse was that me and him had to get used to each other but me and Marcus both knew it was so she could ogle him every day. The problem was he fell in love with me, I was in love with him too I guess. Like any young girl. He told me he loved me and I thought i loved him too, but I outgrew him quickly. Unfortunately my mother is still making him marry me. So that?s Marcus. I guess. I don?t really know. I feel like I?m missing something. That I don?t understand. He likes what I write. Not that he has seen these journals, but he has seen my poems. My most recent poem is about Cam. Well no it?s not a poem, it?s a haiku. I?m not putting it in though. That would...well I want to write more first. I guess. Well the lights are off so i better sign off. Exept i don?t want to. Thats what scares me about these journals. I want to write too much in them. Tell all my secrets to these blank pages. So I can see it fill up with my words that may mean something to someone. When I realise what I am here for, I will show people these. Maybe just this one. Maybe the one which has Cam in. I promised I wouldn?t remind myself of that boy. He was the last chosen I had. The opposite of Marcus in any way you can imagine. I better explain him. Though I shouldn?t but not writing it wouldn?t be helping either. I just want to write to sort out everything in my head. Cam has dark brown hair, I guess it?s almost the colour of chocolate. His eyes are green, a dark green, very hard to see but I know it?s there. The flecks of gold are there too. Just like a leaf. He had muscles but I guess it wasn?t overly so. He felt strong when he hugged, anyone. I can not think of it as just me who noticed. I have been trying to forget him since I left. It?s getting harder to forget him. I want him, I want to tell him everything. But it would mean death. So I cannot do that. No matter what I feel. Even though I don?t feel anything. I cant. It wont be practical. My kind aren?t allowed to be involved with his kind. Ok this is really scary I have never been this into writing before. Bu then i never had anything to write about. No feelings, just blankness. Nothingness. Just work. Dearest Jenna. | ||||
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| sayings that sum me up | 12/12/09 | ||
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| I wanted a perfect ending, now i've learnt the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme and some stories dont have a clear beggining, middle or end, life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing whats going to happen next The truth is I have to turn away, not because I want to, but because I cant stand to see you wal away from me, and take my heart with you... i wish i could change all the things I dont like about myself, but some things are just impossible. I dont like being kept in the dark, not knowing why i have to do that, and knowing even if I asked that you wouldnt tell me. i'm sick of being second best Have you ever noticed, how the people you dont want to see, are the people who are always there in the back ground, or passing you in the street, and you pretend you don't notice them, and they think your ignoring them but you never are, you just can't look them in the eye, that way they'll never know they'll never know how much they hurt you inside, how much you miss them. But most of all, you dont want to look them in the eye, and feel all those feelings flooding back knowing that your right back to square one.... I'll smile like i'm fine, act like everythings perfect, and pretend he isnt hurting me this way, and i cant do anything about it but smile and pretend,,,, I've been hurt where it really hurts, sure guys have balls, but girls have hearts The hardest thing isn't knowing that your hers. the hardest thing is knowing you love me too. If you don't love me why did you kiss me like that, even after you told me you hated me you kissed me...why? why are you breaking my heart..? Guy's can be amazing friends, I know because my best friends a guy... I can tell him everything, apart from the fact that i'm in love with him, thats always left out on my part I still manage to miss my ex, but my aims improving. What I want said to me: I know he used you but Zoe, I would never do that to you...I'll never do that to you... It's funny how I tried to be so strong, how I was responcible, was there as your friend even when I was breaking, right when I needed you to help me get over you...you kissed me again, and all the pain came back because I was the one to have to push you away from me, and you made me out to be the horrible one, when you were the one breaking me with your kiss.... I loved you, past tense. Now you're saying you want to hold me, want to kiss me, you can feel the way I did the truth hurt me, but only because of the lie you told before hand. I know maybe I made some mistakes, for example forgiving you for this pain, but you expect to talk about them with me again as if none of that happened. You expect to be able to hold me and you even kiss me, but baby i'm over you and your childish games, your a selfish user, I deserve better I have just one question for you, I don't mind that you used me, I don't mind that you broke me, because It made me stronger...but Why did you lie to me? the only thing worse than breaking up with your boyfriend, is breaking up with your best friend.... I don't know what else to do, I was there for you, I helped you through the pain, I was the one fighting for your life...but i guess I'll always be second best to the girl that didnt care well you got what you wanted, a girl who doesnt love you, and something half as good as what we had, but if that makes you happy. great ....................................... ....................................... ....................................... ................................ I'm telling you, you dont want to fall for me. You shouldnt even want to be with me. I make a terrible friend, never mind girlfriend. I'm rubbish at keeping in touch. I'll never phone you back. And it will take me three days to reply to your text even though I keep my phone on me at all times. I change my mind to often about things I want. I've been in love and i've been shattered to pieces, and i lost the pieces of my heart so dont bother trying to put me back together. I love my imaginary friends in my books they are my life. I will flirt with other boys but wont cheat, and I'll do it just to see that you care. You dont want to fall for me but I am falling for you. I just wish I could change all those things and just be with you Dont think "I love you" will repair my heart because i know better now, and all it does is break the pieces down again I have best friends I could live without, but I really dont want to. I fall so hard for guys that arent worth the time of day. I spend most of my nights on here waiting for you to come online instead of tidying my room even though I know you wont be on, and I really should clean my room. I never listen to my mum I just nod. I turn up the music too loud to drown out the lies he told me. Yeah I'm one of those girls I love what we have, I love the jokes we have and the arguments that go with them that no one else seems to understand. I love the way we talk for hours about the smell of my hair or what happened in my quote of the day. But i hate not being able to have you, I hate that I can't call you "mine" and thats what makes me regret ever knowing you. I'm back to being the third best for you, and you know what? it feels good because I cant get my hopes up being third best. I cant believe you might want me when you talk like that. This is good..... Once you could have been my happily ever after, we could have been so happy, but you chose her over me, and in some ways thats fine, your the one loosing what others have tried to die for....it's no longer my loss...So why do i dread having to pretend we were never more than just friends.. maybe if I look away it wont hurt as much, maybe if i dont watch you with her it wont tear apart my heart, maybe if I dont remember how you held me so close, just as your holding her now, my heart wouldnt be breaking, maybe if you were still holding me i wouldnt feel the salt water paths down my face, maybe if you had meant it when you said forever, I wouldnt be drowning in my own tears, wishing I didnt have to look away from you being with her. As I draw you near for one final goodbye I know your thinking of her. as I kiss you trying not to cry knowing your heart is with her as I look in your face one last time. and utter my final farewell I know you cant wait to turn around and run into her arms. When did it turn from me to her? When did you decide she had what you wanted and I didnt? When did you want her....and forget me... I keep telling myself i'm over you, I tell myself your the most annoying person on earth, but a little voice pipes up saying "Your Lying" ....................................... ....................................... ........................ All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go. Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have. I know I'm not completely over him. He still crosses my mind several times a day, but with each one of those times, a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. Maybe if this happens enough, my heart will become completely hardened to him, and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore I'm afraid to give you my all, I'm afraid to love you completely. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'd fall so far and never be able to recover, I wish I could see the ending sometimes. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high I'm going to stay with you because you need a friend, but thats all I'm going to be. No more sex, no more hands in places they shouldn't be, no more giving you my heart so you can stamp all over it One night Bella asked me why I didn't leave lugh if he was never there....and i asked "bella would you leave your Edward AND Jacob?" I'm not afraid of heights, I'm afraid of falling. I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in it. I'm not afraid of love, I'm afraid of not being loved back Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be more than he was. You didn't intentionally break my heart, you even said you were sorry, but I cried anyway... I know the truth that you're to scared to admit, you're with her, but when you look at me, you can't even remember her name... Let me ruin your life, let me break your heart, then I'll ask you why we can't be friends. Let me rip your world into little pieces, let me destroy who you thought you were, and then I'll ask if we can be friends I just want someone to come up to me and kiss me and tell me that they're in love with me. I don't just want it though. I need it. I'm desperate for it. It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. you have this fear that every person you start to fall for, is just going to break your heart again Just let me ask you something...if I happen to walk out of this room right now and never come back, and just forget everything and leave it all behind would you be okay with that? Because I have 5 steps til I close this door and you have 5 seconds to make up your mind...starting now... My world will crumble without you...but dont let my world stop you...if you want to be without me leave me here to die It's not my fault if I can't help looking at you. It's not my fault if I can't stop calling you. It's not my fault I do like you. My only mistake was to fall to much in love with you. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and never come back but yet, loved them so much, you knew youd die if they did? I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back, but I can only love so much for so long. Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't have. I love you yet I hate you its like I want to throw you off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you if you really love me as much as you say you do...you'll leave It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship last longer than love Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is, I LOVE YOU I love your name, I love the way you look at me, I love your gorgeous smile, I love the way you walk, I love your beautiful eyes, I love what you look like when you are asleep, I love the sound of your laugh, to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. I love the way I can be having the worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I love how when you touch me I get weak, that is my problem... And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't You say I'm always happy, and that I'm good at what I do, but what you'll never realize is, I'm a damn good actress too I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled the one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten her own. I believe that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Love doesn't make things easier... just worth it. You are everything I never knew I wanted. I don't say I love you to hear it back, I say it so you don't forget. At first you didn't mean much to me but now you're all I need. True love cannot be found where it doesn't exist, nor can it be hidden where it does. The truest test of love is if you're willing to keep fighting for it. Whats meant to be will always find a way. Don't push your relationship with a person too hard, if its meant to be then it will happen. Sometimes, when you imagine a perfect guy, you realize you've described a person you've known forever. Have you ever hated someone so much that you they would just leave and never come back... but yet, loved them so much, you knew you'd die if they did? When you held me in your arms, I wanted nothing more then to hold you forever. I do believe that God above, created you for me to love, He picked you out among the rest, because He knows I'd love you best! We are all a little weird, life's a little weird, and when we find soemone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and call it love. It's easier to fake love, then to hide it. You make me smile for no reason what so ever, you make me laugh at the unfunnest things, but most of all you make me love you when I shouldn't be loving you. I hug you and I almost feel like that's where I belong, and honestly, that's the only place I want to be. ....................................... ....................................... ....................................... ................................. Just shut up, and tell me i mean something to you, with none of the sugar coating.... No body said it was easy, but nobody said it would be this hard.... I hope I made a difference in your life...enough to make me cross your mind at night...because you are always on my mind well maybe just maybe i felt like destroying something beautiful...because being strung along by you isn't worth the beauty why are you holding back from me? theres more to me than anyone will ever know this may suprise you, I want to say I'm fine by myself and that i don't need you, but I am not fine by myself and every atom of my being longs for you When I see your face I still get butterflies people talk about you and it brings tears to my eyes when you touch me my stomach still turns I guess I will have to put up with people saying, "that girl never learns" She wants to prove she has no fears so she stands up tall wiping her tears this could be the most beautiful mistake because now she's like everyone else. She talks too loud. She says things she should keep to herself. She slow and silly She can be very thick headed and rude. She wants too much. She stays hidden behind a fake smile. She cries at night to the sad song on the radio. She runs away from the truth. She doesn't want to do anything but lay in his arms If i tell you will you listen? will you stay? will you be here forever? never go away? | ||||
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| my christmas lst | 12/6/09 | ||
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| 1. To wake up an emotionless vampire 2. It be legal for me to kill someone for hurting me 3. Robert Pattinson wrapped in a red silk ribbon. 4. Death...would be nice | ||||
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