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"♥♥ BaBy bY YoUr sIdE Is wErE I BeLoNG, n I nEvEr wAnA Be aNywHeRe ElSe ♥♥"

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JuSt LeTtIn yOu No...9/27/08
 
BaBy i jUsT WaNa lEt yOu nO ThAt BeInG WiTh YoU eVeRyDaY Is lIKe a dREaM cOmE TrUe, I cAnT wAiT TiLl our tRiPs aWaY N ThE DaY We fInAlLy BUy OuR HoUsE, tHe dAy wE GeT MaRrIeD, tHe dAy i cAn fInAlLy tElL eVeRyOnE "WeRe hAvInG A BaBy".. i nO ItS OnLy aRoUnD ThE CoRnEr buT Im So eXcItEd i jUsT CaNt wAiT.. yOu aMaZe Me bAbY I NeVeR ThOuGHt i CoULd Be So hApPy, I NeVeR ThOuGHt i cOuLd fEel sO LOvEd, ItS LikE NoTHiNg ivE EvEr FeLt BeFoRe... I lOvE CoMiNg HoMe tO YoU EvErYdAy, YoUvE MadE OuR HoUsE A HoMe, i lOvE YoUr sUrPrIsE wEeKeNdS aWAy, I LoVe tHaT YoU AlWaYs wANa sUrPrIsE Me, i lOvE ThAt wE HaVe oUr oWn lIttLe hIdE aWAy PlAcES, WeRe We juST gO To relAx, I lOvE ThAt yOuR FrIeNdS ArE YoUr fAmIlY, mY FaMiLy, IvE nEVeR FeLt oUt oF PlAcE Or uNwANtEd, i aLwAyS FeLt lIkE I BeLoNGeD FrOm dAy OnE... I LoVe eVeRyThInG AbOuT YoUR CuLtUrE, eVeRyThINg yOU TeLl mE AbOuT NeW ZeAlAnD AmAzEs Me, Im pRoUd tO SaY OuR ChIlDrEN WiLl HaVe sO MuCh tO LoOK FoRwArd tO.. sO MuCh tHaT YoU CaN TeAcH THeM, i loVe yOuR VaLuEs, YoUr SuCh a gEnTlEmAN, lItTlE ThInGs LikE OpEnInG tHe dOoR FoR mE, Or pUlLiNg oUt tHe ChAiR FoR Me (eVeN WhEn wErE At hOmE), I LoVe tHaT YoU aLwAyS MaKe mE FeEl SaFe, YoU AlWaYs lOoK oUt fOr mE, nO mAtTeR wOt.. I lOvE ThAt YoU cAn sAy "I lOvE YoU BaBy" RiGhT In FrOnT Of YoUr bOyS N NoT CaRe WhaT tHeY ThInk, i lOvE ThAt yOuLl kIsS Me oR CuDdLe mE WhErEVeR wE aRe N u dOnT EvEn tHInk tWiCe, I LoVe HoW yOu pAy So mUcH aTtENtIoN tO DeTaIL, eVeRtHiNg HaS To be sO PErFeCt, I LoVe tHaT EvErThiNgS GoNa bE FiNe, ThAt nO mAtTeR wHaT iT Is wE'Ll WoRk iT OUt... I lOvE ThAt uR So sMaRt, yOu CaN TeLl mE A MiLliOn StOriEs aBoUt ThiNgS I neVeR WouLD HaVe EvEn tHouGHt aBoUT. I LoVe tHaT We can sO OpEnLy tAlK AbOuT aNyThiNg N EvEryThInG, i loVe tHaT YoU uNdErStaNd mE, ThAt yOu nO tHe PeRsOn i Am, i lOvE ThAt yOu cAn tElL hOw iM FeElInG, n yOu aLwAyS WaNa fIx tHiNgS, i loVe tHaT yOu dO EvErYtHiNg fOr uS, i loVe ThAt YoUr AlWaYs tHiNKiNg aBoUt PlAnNiNg fOr oUr fUtUrE, i loVe tHaT mAkInG AlL mY DreAmS CoMe TrUe aSwElL As yOuRs iS So iMpOrTaNt tO You... MoSt oF AlL BaBy I LoVe tHe FaCt tHaT I FaLl mOrEC N MoRe In LoVe wItH You EvERyDaY... ThEre aRe a MiLiOn ReAsOnS WhY I LoVE ThE PeRsON yOu ArE bUt OnLy OnE rEasOn WhY i wAnA SpEnD ThE ReSt oF My lIfE WiTh YoU n tHaTs BeCaUsE i cOuLdNt iMaGiNe lIfE WiThoUt YoU...
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BaBy yOuR mY EvErThInG!!1/5/08
 
BaBy i cAn tElL YoU I LovE YoU EvErY SeCoNd oF ThE DaY bUt tHoSe 3 lItTlE WoRdS JuSt dOnT SeEm EnOuGh... I ThOuGhT I KnEw wOt lOvE WaS UnTiL I FeLl 4 yOu... LoVe iS WeN YoU WaNa bE WiTh sOmEoNe CoNsTaNtLy, wEn nOtHiNg MaKeS YoU MoRe HaPpY ThEn pUtTiNg A SmIlE On HiS FaCe, wEn YoU CoUlDnT ImAgInE LifE wItHoUt hIm. WeN YoU WaKe uP EvErY MoRnInG wItH A SmIlE On yOur faCe BeCaUsE U No hE LoVeS YoU 2... YoU ChAnGeD My liFe BuB n EvErYdAy wItH YoU In mY LiFe Is aMaZiNg... IvE NeVeR HaD SomEoNe mAkE Me fEeL So sAFe, So lOvEd, So AlIvE... i lOvE YoU NoT JuSt bEcAuSe oF WhO YoU ArE BuT BeCaUsE Of wHo i aM WeN iM wItH YoU...YoU hElPeD Me tHrOuGh My dArKeSt hOuR N I'Ll NeVeR 4GeT ThAt... I FeLl 4 u N i NeVeR ThOuGhT I CoUld, i nEvEr tHoUgHt i wOuLd FeEl ThE WaY I Do AbOuT AnYoNe, ThE WAy i fEeL AbOuT YoU... bUt My hEaRt aChEs 4 yOu... N tHe tHoUgHt oF LoSiN YoU BriNgS Me tO TeArS... AlL my lIfE I ThOuGhT AbOuT ThE WaY ThInGs WeRe sUpPoSeD To bE, ThE WaY ThInGs hAd tO Be, BuT NoW i FeEl lIkE If sOmEtHInGs mEaNt tO HaPpEn.. iT WiLl.. If wErE MeAnT To bE ToGeThEr... wE wiLl.. AlL I No iS ThAt i aM So iN LoVe wItH YoU, N RiGHt nOw, iN ThIs mOmEnT, I WoUlDnT ChAnGe a tHiNg.. I UsEd tO Be scArEd, N i sTiLl m BuT In a cOmPlEtElY DiFfErEnT WaY, Im sCaReD bEcAuSe I wOnDeR WhY yOu fElL In lOvE WiTh Me, I wOnDeR WoT I DiD To dESeRvE THiS, i wOnDer wOt i dId tO EnD Up So hApPy, I jUsT CaNt sEe iT GeTtInG AnY BeTtEr tHeN This, i CoUlD HoNeStLy cArE LeSs aBoUt tOmOrRoW bCoZ Im LiViNg fOr ToDaY... bEcAuSe bAbY RiGhT NoW i'M In loVe, Im hApPy, N i FeEl lIkE ThE LuCkIeSt gIrl In thE WoRlD... I wAnA WaKe uP EvErY mOrNiNg wItH yOu bY My SiDe, I wAnA FeEl yOuR ArMs WrAp aRoUnD Me In tHe mIdDlE Of tHe nItE, i WaNt tO mAkE YoU HaPpY BaBy, I wAnT yOu To No HoW GrAtEfUl i aM FoR EvErYtHiNg yOu dO, FoR EvErYtHiNg yOu hAvE DoNe, bEcAuSe i dOnT ThInK yOu rEaLiSe eXaCtLy wOt yOu dId.. IvE AlWaYs bElIeVeD ThAt lOvE aNd hOpE Is aLl yOu nEeD n If yOu dOnT HaVe tHeM BoTh tHeN YoU HaVE NoThiNg.. JuSt aT ThE poInT WeN i hAd gIvEn uP HoPe, WeN eVeRyThInG I HaD PlAnnEd fOr mY LiFe sEeMeD dEaD, wEn mY WhOlE WoRlD CrUmBlEd aRoUnD Me.. YoU WeRe tHeRe, yOu nEvEr gAvE Up, yOu PiCkEd mE Up, N I fOuNd mY HoPe aGaIn.. In yOu.. hOpE Is wHaT We lIvE FoR, wE hOpE FoR SoMeThIng wItH EvErY BrEaTh wE TaKe, YoUr tHe rEaSoN I HaVe hOpE, YoUr ThE ReAsOn I bElIeVe, ThAt lOvE N HoPe iS TrUlY AlL YoU wIlL eVeR NeEd.. BeCaUsE YoU gAvE Me yOuR LoVe n bEcAuSe yOu gAvE Me mY HoPe... ?? YoU CoMpLeTe mE... ??
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If YoU BeLiEvE!!1/3/08
 
I cLoSe mY EyEs n eVeN wEn iM SLeEpIn iM ALrIgHt
CoZ U R In mY LiFe
OnCe uPoN A TiMe i oNlY ImAgINeD ThIs
AnD NoW YoUr mInE
I wIsHeD FoR YoU So hArD
I pRaYeD ThAt yOuD FiNd mE
AnD NoW YoUr hErE ToDaY
hErE To reMInD Me

If yOu bElIeVe tHaT DrEaMs cOmE TrUe
ThErEs oNe THaTs wAiTiNg ThErE FoR YoU
cOz i bElIeVeD WeN I sAw yOu tHaT If yOu waNtEd sOmEtHiNg EnOuGH
ThEn iT CaNt eScApE YoUr lOVe
ThErEs NoThIng iN THiS WoRlD ThAt caNnoT bE
iF YoU bElIeVe

sOmE PeOpLe sAiD ThAT I Was a fOoL tO ThiNk ThAt We cOnNeCT
sOmE PeOpLe SaId tHaT I CoULdNt gEt My hEarT OuT oF MY HeAd
ThEy jUsT DiDNt sEe
ThEy jUsT CoUlDnT kNOw
ThE FeElInG ThAt yOu GeT
tHe pLaCeS ThAt yOu gO

I NeVeR WiShEd fOr MaTeRiAl tHiNgS
I NeVeR nEeDeD wInD In mY WiNgS
I nEvEr WiShEd FoR AnYThIng bUt YoU
i cAnT ExPlAiN It
SoNeOnE JuSt tOID mE
gO WiTh yOuR HeArT aNd yOuL nEvEr bE LoNeLy
Go WiTh yOuR HeArT n YoUlL NEvEr lOoK bAcK

DeEp dOwN I KnEw, ThAt pErFeCtIoN WaS In mE N YoU


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My lUcKy cHaRm... <3 <312/12/07
 
YoU'vE ShOwN Me wHaT DrEaMs aRe aLl aBoUt, WhAt eVeRyDaY ShOuLd bE.. wHaT A HeArT ShOuLd fEeL LiKe wEn iT KnOwS ItS FaLliNg... FrOm tHe tImE I ReAlIsEd i HaD To sTaRt ThiNkIn wItH My hEaRt n nOt wItH My hEaD, mY LiFe hAs bEeN So sUrReAL n i nEvEr wAnA LoOk bAcK... iVe TrAvElLeD dOwN tHe rOaD Of HeArT AcHe n pAiNfUl mEmOrIeS, tHeSe mEmOrIeS IvE TrIeD So hArD To fOrGeT, bUt tHeY AlWaYs fINd tHeRe WaY bAcK iNtO My lIfE... MaYbE ThEy'lL NeVeR gO aWaY CoMpLeTeLy, BuT ThEy'lL nEvEr hUrT Me lIkE ThEy uSeD To, U'vE MaDe mE A StROnGeR PeRsOn, YoU mAkE Me bElIeVe tHaT LiFe iS A JoUrNeY N ThErE r mAnY RoAdS YoU cAn tAkE, i No IvE TaKiN a fEw wRoNg tUrNs, BuT EvErYtImE My hEaRt WOuLd bReAk eVeRyTiMe i gOt hUrT, NoNe Of It mAtTeRs NoW CoZ It bRoUgHt mE To yOu... wHeNeVeR Im wItH YoU, i NeVeR WaNa lEaVe, I WaNa hOlD OnTo yOu fOrEvEr... Im sO tHaNkFuL ThAt yOu nEvEr gAvE Up oN Me, N Im sO GlAd i fInAllY LeT YoU In... LiFe'S tOo sHoRt 2 SiT bAcK N WaTcH ThInGs hApPeN, yOu hAvE To mAkE ThEm hApPen, I LooK FoRwArD To mY FuTuRe n iM nOt sCaReD AnYmOrE, iVe nEvEr bEeN So sUrE Of aNyThInG, NoThInG ScArEs mE NoW, i fEeL lIkE NoThInG CaN TouCh Me... I nO WhAt i wAnT NoW, mY fUtUrE Is bRiGhT, n ThE nExT RoAd i wAlK DoWn, i wAnT YoU By mY SiDe... tHiS Is mY NeW BeGiNnInG, YoU ArE My nEw bEgInNiNg, My lUcKy cHaRm... <3 <3
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N tHeN EvErYtHiNg cHaNgEs...11/30/07
 
WhY Is iT ThAt a bRoKeN hEaRt cAnT JuSt bE A BrOkEn hEaRt, wHy dOeS It hAv tO NoT OnLy hUrT U BuT tEaR YoU ApArT, It cOnTrOlS YoUr wOrLd, It cHaNgEs tHe wAy yOu tHiNk, The WaY YoU LoOk At LiFe, ThE WaY YoU LoOk aT LoVe... ThE WaY YoU YoU LoOk At yOuR FuTuRe...
I WaNa sEE My fUtUrE ThE WaY I UsEd To.... bRiGhT, hApPy, ExCiTiNg, BuT AlL I SeE Is tHe NeXt tImE I GeT A ChAnCe tO ThInK, tHe tImE WeN I ThInK A LiTtLe tOo hArD... aNd i StArT To tEaR My wOrLd dOwN ArOuNd mE, aLl oVeR AgAiN... nOtHinGs eVeR GoNa cHaNgE, Im gOnA jUsT KeEp HuRtInG PeOpLe bEcAuSe i gOt hUrT... I DoNt wAnT 2 Be tHaT PeRsON... i HaTe wHo I m, I hAte tHaT I kEeP MaKiNg sTuPiD MiStAkEs, CoNvInCiNg mYsElF ThAt eVeRyThInGs gOnA Be aLrIgHt, WhEn iTs nOt... ItS FaR FrOm aLrIgHt... Im lYiNg To mYsElF...
i CoNvInCe mYsElF EvErYdAy tHaT eVeRyThInGs fInE, ThAt iM OvEr iT, I tElL MySeLf tHiNgS aRe Only gOnA GeT BeTtEr FrOm now On, n tHeN EvErYtHiNg cHaNgEs...
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tHe tRuTh aBoUt mE!!11/10/07
 
Im thE tYpE oF PeRSoN thAt wIlL HolD A GRudGE, I Am vErY StUbBoRN, bUt i nEvEr rEgRet ANyThInG, BeCaUsE ThE ThIngS You ReGrEt aRe aLwAyS ThE ThInGs YoU WanTED ThE MOsT. mY LiFe Is fAr FrOm uNcOmPLIcAtED, ThErE Is aLwAyS SoMeThiN GoIN oN..

iM CrAzY FuN, fUlL oF EnErGY Yet I CAnT ReALy sAy im tHe fItTeST PeRsOn in tHe wOrLd.. BuT nO MaTtA WoT TiMe oF DaY, fOr sOmE ReASOn I cAn aLwAyS GeT uP AnD MaKe a DuLl mOMeNt eXcItiNg!! I AlWaYs dO WoTs RiGhT By mY FaMiLy aNd fRiENdS.. i cHeRiSh tHeM tHeY ArE mY liFe!!

I HaVe tHe tYpE Of fRiEnDs tHAt i CaN CaLl Up in tEaRs No mAtTa wOt tImE oF dAy oR NiTe AnD WiThIn 5 mInUTeS THeYd Be oVeR GiViNg Me hUGs aNd aDvIcE.. iT DoNt tAkE ThEm LoNg tO GeT A SmIlE oN mY FaCe agAiN.. (yOu nO WhO YoU aRe, Your AmAzInG aNd i wIlL NeVeR FoRGeT)

i MiSs OnE Of mY ClOsEsT fRIeNdS MoRrIs LiKe CraZy, BuT i nO HeS AlWAyS ArOUnD, hEs aLwaYs WaTChIn OvEr hIs fRiEnDs aNd FaMiLY, BeCaUsE THaTs jUsT Who He wAs.. No mAttA WoT MooD YoUr iN.. iF You tHinK Of morrIs, YoU AuToMaTIcAlLy GeT This HugE SmIlE On yOUR fAcE, cOz YoU No thAts wHaT He'd bE DoIN.. He wAs aLwAyS SmIlIn, WhIcH AlWaYS MAdE YoU sMilE.. hE WaS SuCh a JoKeStEr AlWaYs pLaYiNg arOuNd wItH YoU.. OnE Of tHoSE PeOpLe tHaT YoUlL NeVeR FoRgEt evEn iF YoU BaReLy KnEw hIm.. yOu'lL aLwAyS REmEmBeR THAT SMILE!!! i mIsS YoU So sO sO MuCH moRRiS... yOu WeRe AlWaYs aN AnGeL tO Me NoW YoUr aN AnGeL tO EvErYoNe wHo eVeR KnEw yOU.. LoVe yOU... HaRrIs XxXxX

CiAo XxXxX



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FaDeD mEmOrIeS!!10/29/07
 
I sEe tHe wAy yOu LoOk aT HeR..
ThE wAy yOu uSeD To lOoK aT Me..
bUt nOw iM jUsT aN OlD KInD Of fAdEd mEMoRiEs..

i uSeD To thInk ThAt wE WeRe sTaRtInG SoMeThiNg tHaT WAs rIgHt..
BuT nOw iT SeEmS ThAT AlL MY DaYs aRe tUrNiNg iNtO nIgHts..

I ShOulD hAvE SeEN iT CoMiNg tO mE..
I ShOulD hAvE sEeN iT TheN...
bUt AlL I SeEn Was lOvE In YoUr EYeS..
uNtIl iT dIsSaPeArED...

YoU PrOmIsEd me tHe wOrLd..
YOu pRoMisEd mE A lIfE..
YoU pRoMiSeD mE YoUd NeVeR BrEaK My hEarT..
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ThE HaRdEsT pArT..10/20/07
 
WeLl iF YoU CaNt aLrEAdY TeLl, iM NoW SiNgLe aGaIn..
DoNt nO WoT HaPpEnEd, dUnNo WoT I DiD, But mUsT HAv bEeN SoMeThIn... If yOu cOuLd dIe fRoM A BrOkEn HeArT, I wOuLd bE GoNe tWiCe oVeR, BuT I GuEsS ItS OnLy MenT To hUrT, nOt KilL YoU, eVeN ThOuGh iT FeElS LiKE iT Is..
I nEvEr WaNtED To gEt tHat cLoSE, I nEvEr wAntEd To gET HuRT AgAiN, n i PrOmIsEd MySelF I WoUlDnT, bUT As MuCh As i hAtE pEoPLe wHo bReAk pRoMiSeS eVeN I Do sOmEtiMeS..
ThE HaRdEsT PaRt Is wOnDeRiN HoW ThInGs cHaNgE So qUiCkLy, WhY Do I nEVeR SeE It CoMiNg, UnTiL iT sLaPs mE In thE FaCe.

PrOmIsEs GeT BrOkEn.. thErE aRe PeOplE ThaT wIlL lIe..
I GuEsS I JusT HopEd iT WoUlDnT Be YoU..
LoVe WiLl AlWaYs cOmE AgAiN, bUT I WiLL NevEr lEt tHe sAmE PeRsOn BREaK My hEarT TWiCe, No mAtTer hOw hArD It iS To sAy gOoDbYE..

I LoVe'd yOu AnD YoU lEt Me gO...
sO NoW I GuEsS YoU'Ll NeVeR No...
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HoW WouLd i sUrViVe wIHoUt MaH BoO!!10/18/07
 
sOmEtImEs ItS HaRd..
wHeN YoUr sO DeEp iNsIdE..
To sEe ALl YoU CouLd LoSe iN A bLiNk Of an eYe..
DrEaMs cOuLd bE ShAtTerEd..
YoU coUlD Be gOnE...
hOw wOuLD i sUrViVe..
cOz yOuR WeRe i BeloNg..
My soUl bElIvEr...
WiThOuT YoU, i duNnO wHo i wOuLd bE..

YoUr eVeRyThInG I kNOw, So hOw cOuLd i LeT YoU gO.

I BrEaTh yOu... LikE Im tAkInG mY LaSt BrEaTH...

bAbY YoUr aLl mAh dReaMs cOMe trUe.. How cAn I gIvE Up oN yOu..

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LiFe!!9/24/07
 
nEwS FLaSh.... taRa n MaTtY aRE No LoNGeR tOgEthEr... I LoVe pArTyInG WiTh My fIdlA GaLs... wE ROcK ThaT PlACe... mY Lil sIs dEz Is a ROcK ChICk n i LoVe hEr To PEicES...
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