Every girl will go through the stages of finding a boyfriend, they meet someone they like and often in our teens get fucked over. And then we'll; have a bath, watch Desperate Housewives whilst eating Ben & Jerry's Cookie Dough. Unfortunately we may go through the ritual many times in our lives. But i promise everyone. All that upset and hurt we go through does become worth, I can prove it.
Everyone will remember me as an insecure individual, well maybe you won't because i was always shouting and getting my point heard. But what people don't realise me shouting all the time wasn't because i was confident, i always felt if i didn't get my opinion across noone would ever want to hear how i felt about anything. Also at home life wasn't the best, i felt i was to blame for a lot of the bad stuff not because it was me who caused it but because of my condition. In all honesty that has all changed and that's not because i went to a hypnotherapist, its because i have met Craig- Deffinately the most important person in my life. He makes me feel proud of being who i am a unique person with not a condition but more of a gift because i try harder to be more sincere with people.
And i know you will have heard forever but as soon as i look at Craig i think "What the F?k is the angelic figure doing with such a prude like me" and at the same time i'm thinking "I'm so glad he's mine when i'm in his arms nothing else could compare" whilst also thinking "I'm going to do all i can to keep him!"
I promise once you've met that boy who even when you argue can make your heart melt, and when you sleep with his arm around you you feel so safe and secure, and when you express your love for each other you just want to cry because of how overwhelmed you feel. Once you've met him everything before and after doesn't matter.
Thank you Craig for being my rock (excuse the pun). Although most importantly loving as much as you do.
|Awwww this i cute||7/31/07|
|Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind|
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Girl: Would you live for me?
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.
|I'm 175% emo||5/25/07|
[x] I like skinny jeans
[x] Music is life.
[x] I write poetry/song lyrics.
[x] My hair covers part of my face
[x] I wear band shirts
[x] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[x] I wear/wore converse.
[x] I wear/wore vans.(skate ones)
[x] I wear/wore eyeliner
[x- want] I have/had my lip pierced
[ ] I listen to Saves The Day, Emanual, and Saliva.
[x] I'm in a band.
[x] My screen name had an x in it
[x] I like My Chemical Romance
[x] I also like Green Day
[x] I know what mosh means.
[x] I sit in corners often. dude they make me feel secure ALRIGHT?! lmao
[x] I hate MTV.
[x] I take pictures of myself .
[x] Especially ones where you can't see my whole face.
total = 7
[x] I am lost without a cd player/my iPod/mp3
[x] I have/had thick rimmed glasses.
[x]I have no issues with bi/gay people
[x] I dnt like the president.
[ ] I have/had a mohawk.
[x] I've worn black nail polish.
[x] I like slipknot..
[x] I hate where I live. this means i hate the area aye?
[x] Black is a great color
[x] Right now I am listening to music
[x] I know what sxc means.
[ ] Bebo=love
[x] Hot Topic doesn't scare me.
[x] I wear/wore studded belts.
[x] I've cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional.
[x] For girls: I have kissed another girl.
[ ] For Guys: I have worn girls jeans.
[x] I have dyed my hair black.
[x] I cry a lot.
[x] I write on myself.
[x] I've been called emo before.
Grand Total: 35
multiply your results by 3
repost as im % emo
|I love Evanescence||2/17/07|
|Incase you didn't realise they are my fave band.|
I would love to give Amy Lee a kiss and a hug and i would definately give my rooms inc. my ma+pa's if they needed a place to stay.
.~.Haha i am a loser.~.