Josh <JoshTaft>

"october 18th ... army phase 1"

quiz6/4/09
 
Level 1
Cut your wrists? ye
Smoked A Cigarette? ye
Smoked A Cigar? ye
Smoked Weed? no
Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex? Ye
Drank Alcohol? ye lol

Level 2
Are / Been In Love? no
Been Fired? No
Been In A Fist Fight? ye

Level 3
Snuck Out Of A Parent's House? Ye
Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back? Ye
Been Arrested (Taken home in a cop car)? No
Made Out With A Stranger? ye
Gone Out On A Blind Date? na

Level 4
Had A Crush On An Older Person? uhuh
Skipped School? ye
Slept With A Co-Worker? not yet
Seen Someone / Something Die? ye

Level 5
Ever Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Bebo Friends? Ye
Been To Paris? Ye
Been To Spain? Ye
Been On A Plane? Ye
Thrown Up From Drinking? many times lol

Level 6
Eaten Sushi? noooo
Been Snowboarding? no way .. there gays on trays
Met Someone BECAUSE Of Bebo? ye
Been Mosh Pitting? ye

Level 7
Been In An Abusive Relationship verbal or physical? No
Taken Pain Killers? Ye
Love(d) Someone Who You Can't Have? No
Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By? Ye
Made A Snow Angel? Ye

Level 8
Had A Tea Party? no
Flown A Kite? Ye
Built A Sand Castle? Ye
Gone Puddle Jumping? Ye
Played Dress Up? Ye

Level 9
Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves? Ye
Gone Sledging? Ye
Cheated While Playing A Game? Ye
Been Lonely? ye
Fallen Asleep At School? Ye an in my gcse's ha

Level 10
Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID? na
Watched The Sun Set? Ye
Felt An Earthquake? No
Killed A Snake? No

Level 11
Been Tickled? Ye
Been Robbed / Vandalized? ye
Robbed Someone? ye
Been Misunderstood? many times
Pet A Deer? ye

Level 12
Won A Contest? Ye
Been Suspended? ye
Had Detention? Ye
Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident? No

Level 13
Had / Have Braces? no
Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night? ye
Had deja vu? Ye

Level 14
Hated The Way You Look? ye
Witnessed A Crime? Ye
Pole Danced? yesss
Questioned Your Heart? ye lol

Level 15
Squished Barefoot Through The Mud? Ye
Been Lost? Ye
Been To The Opposite Side Of The World? Ye
Swam In The Ocean? Ye
Felt Like You Were Dying? Ye

Level 16
Cried Yourself To Sleep? ye
Played Cops And Robbers? Ye
Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils? Ye
Sang Karaoke? nooooooo

Level 17
Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't? Ye
Made Prank Phone Calls? Ye
Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose? Ye
Kissed In The Rain? best place :)

Level 18
Written A Letter To Santa Claus? wen i was likkle
Been Kissed Under the Mistletoe? Ye
Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About? ye
Blown Bubbles? Ye
Made A Bonfire On The Beach? Ye

Level 19
Crashed A Party? ye
Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People? Na
Gone Rollerskating / Blading? Ye
Had A Wish Come True? Ye
Been Humped By A Dog? ye ... mine ha

Level 20
Worn Pearls? no
Jumped Off A Bridge? Ye
Screamed "Penis" In School? Ye
Swam With Dolphins? Ye

Level 22
Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Freezer/Ice Cube? ye
Kissed A Fish? ye
Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes? Ye
Sat On A Roof Top? Ye

Level 23
Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs? Ye
Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel? Ye
Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours? uhuh
Stayed Up All Night? all the time

Level 24
Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree? no lol
Climbed A Tree? Ye
Had / Been In A Tree House? Ye
Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone? na

Level 25
Seen a Ghost? apparently
Have More Than 30 Pairs Of Shoes? na i aint a woman
Gone Streaking? ye
Jail/Visited a Jail? No

Level 26
Played Chicken? Ye
Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On? Ye
Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger? Ye
Broken A Bone / Fratured? ye
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my thoughts on life5/15/09
 
life isnt easy
it isnt nice
it doesnt do you favours
its not mean
and it doesnt hurt you
life isnt something that any1 controls
you believe you have control over your life?
you dont
because things in life happen even when no1 wants them to
and sometimes when every1 wants something to happen, it doesnt
you can pray, you can hope
but when it all comes down to it ... if its meant to happen then it will
and if not then just get on with it

life isnt about how hard you work
it isnt about the money you make
life is about the friends you have
and finding that one person that from day one, you know that if you could, you would spend the rest of your life with them
not everybody finds that person
sometimes you find that person and you let them slip away
sometimes they walk away


we all make bad choices
sometimes we do good things for bad reasons
and bad things for good reasons
but if i make bad choices, and so do you, and so does every1
then what makes me any different?
why should i feel shitty about them?
why should i run them through my mind all the time?
i shouldnt
do not live life with regret and with anger
because then you are merely surviving, not living

i am not a chav
i am not an emo
i am not a scene kid
i am not a goth
i am not any stupid fukin label that you wanna give me
im just me
plain simple old me
not very plain, definately not simple and im not fukin old
but hey ho
you have no right 2 label me, you have no right 2 question me, infact the only right that you do have is the right 2 get the fuck off my bebo page
dont like it?
tough shit
wanna fight me? do it

people lie every single day
most people lie because they want to
some people lie because they have to
some people have to lie in order to keep there world together
they have to lie about how they feel
they have to lie about what they want
they have to lie because they know deep down, no1 would accept them if they told the truth


im one of those people that understands life as much as i can
ive lived life so far
i fuked up to many times to count
and i have the scars, the tears and the lost friends to prove it
but i have also made some amazing decisions
and i have the friends, the photo's and the memories to prove that one 2
every1 fucks up in life
your no different to any1 else
so if you think you fuked up bad
why not try talking 2 sum1?
why not try talking 2 me?
im always there and you can always chat shit to me
ill tell u exactly how i feel






fuck my life
fuck it and smile
fuk it and move on
fuck it and give up
fuck it and fuck you


these are your 5 choices in life, pick one and stick to it
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rate me7/4/08
 
rate me outa 10 for all da stuff!!
Personality:
Looks:
Sense of humour:
Common sense:
Dress sense:
Seriousness:
koolness!:
Happiness:
Moodyness!:
scaryness:
Kindness:
popularness:
How sympathetic?:
Craziness:
Sexiness:
Looserness:
Evilness:
How fun to be around:
Sportiness:
Inteligence!!!!:
Creativity:
loyalness:
how much u love me:
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do this plz7/4/08
 
1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you hav a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. would u fuk me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do ?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you see us being together?
16. Could you ever love me?
17.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
18.Anything 2 say b4 u go?
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do this please7/4/08
 
What would you do if..
I died? -
I kissed you? -
I told you i loved you? -
I was hospitalized? -
I stole something? -
I lied to you? -
I told you something really bad? -
I asked you to marry me? -

Would you..
Help me hide a body? -
Keep a secret if I told you one? -
Hold my hand? -
Take a bullet for me? -
Try to solve my problems? -
Love me? -
Date me? -

Have you ever..
Lied to make me feel better? -
Wanted to ask me anything? -
Wanted to kill me? -
Broke my heart? -
Kept something important from me? -
Thought I was unbearably annoying? -
Loved me? -
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