Fallen <Natural_Born_Poet>

"Keepin my head up ;)"

Boredom3/24/10
 
1. Last beverage? Coca Cola!!! 8)
2. Last phone call? um, My uncle Earl.
3. Last text message? Gig-a-boo!
4. Last song you listened to? I'd Come For You-Nickelback..
5. Last time you cried? last time i was alone in my room.......
HAVE YOU EVER!
6. Cheated On Sombody ? ashamed to admit... yeah....
7. Been cheated on? ? Yep....
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? ? yeah....
9. Lost someone special?? yes
10. Been depressed?? yes
11. Been drunk? ? FUCK YEAH!!
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Red
13. Black
14. Blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends ? yeah
16. Fallen out of love ? yes
17. Laughed until you cried ? almost... kind of a sad-ish memory..
18. Met someone who changed you? yep....
19. Found out who your true friends were? not really.. always knew..
20. Found out someone was talking about you? ahah, someone's always talking about me :L
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list? yep.....
22. When do you want to get married?? Idk anymore...
23. How many kids do you want to have? depends... if i can find the desire to have any... at LEAST 2...
24. Do you have any pets ? nope... gran is allergic.
25. Do you want to change your name? No, for i am THE Victor! 8) :L
26. What did you do for your last birthday-> PARTY!! and a dinner.. got full!
27. What time did you wake up today ? 20 to 1?
28. What were you doing at midnight last night ? playing castle age...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for ? a day that will never happen...
30. Last time you saw your father? um.. couple days ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life ? that i could be with her.....
32. What are you listening to right now ? t.v
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom ? grandpa.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? ? msn lol.
36. Whats your real name ? Victor Sheldon Cooper.
37. Relationship Status ? single.....
38. Zodiac sign: Cancer, Spread like a disease ;)
39. Male or female? Male
40. Elementary School(s)? King Ed, Roosevelt, Conrad, Kanata, Pineridge,
41. Middle School ? None
42. High school(s) ?Prince Rupert Secondary.
43. Hair color ? Black
44. Long or short --> for me, short.. for a guy.. long...
45. Height ? 6'0
46. Do you have a crush on someone? ? yep
47. What do you like about yourself? --> me! :L
48. Piercings => none
49. Tattoos ? Raze
50. Righty or lefty ? Righty.
FIRSTS :
51. First surgery ?
52. First piercing ?
53. First tattoo? Raze
54. Best friends ? Shawn Racy, Audrey Dundas, and Krista Phillips

55. First sport you joined ? Basketball
56. First pet ? Cat
57. First vacation ? Simpson :L
58. First concert ? none :(
59. First crush--> lmao, hell if i remember :L
60. First alcohol drink? Cooler,
61. Eating ? mashed potatoes/meatloaf 8)
62. Drinking ? coke
63. I'm about to ? type
64. Listening to ? t.v
65. Waiting for ? a day that'll never come..
YOUR FUTURE :
66. Want kids? ? not anymore....
67. Want to get married?? lost the desire...
68. Careers in mind? ? don't know...
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes ? lips...
70. Hugs or kisses ? both
71. Shorter or taller ? SLIGHTLY shorter...
72. Older or Younger ? older
73. Romantic or spontaneous ? doesnt matter..
74. Nice stomach or nice arms ? neither/either/or
75. Tattoos or piercings? tattoos...
76. Sensitive or loud ? depends...
77. Hook-up or relationship ? relationship..
78. Trouble maker or hesitant? doesn't matter..
HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger ?almost...
80. Drank hard liquor ? whisky 8)
81. Lost glasses/contacts ? don't wear them.
82. Sex on first date ? nope...
83. Broken someone's heart ? yes
84. Had your own heart broken ? of course....
85. Been arrested? ? depends... getting picked up count? lol.
86. Turned someone down ? Yes
87. Cried when someone died-> no....
88. Liked a friend that is a girl/boy? ? yeh....
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself ? not really
90. Miracles ? nope....
91. Love at first sight? i believe the first sight's impression and connection foreshadows the future...
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Nightmare12/31/09
 
He was quiet,
Kept to himself,
Always helping a friend in need.
He never fought for anything,
Until he found her,
He fought as hard as he could,
And fought long,
Determination of a hunter,
He must of fought for the wrong things,
Because one day,
She said enough.
That day He gave up,
He fell to his knees
And cried himself to sleep,
Living the nightmare he feared,
This man was me,
I hope to god i'll awake someday.
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Scale of Evil (where do you think you fit? :P)4/17/09
 
01 Those who kill in self-defense and do not show psychopathic tendencies (justifiable homicide)
02 Jealous lovers who, though egocentric or immature, are not psychopathic (crime of passion)
03 Willing companions of killers: aberrant personality ? probably impulse-ridden, with antisocial traits
04 Kill in self-defense, but had been extremely provocative towards the victim
05 Traumatized, desperate people who kill abusive relatives and others (like to support a drug habit) but lack significant traits. Genuinely remorseful.
06 Impetuous, hotheaded murderers, yet without marked psychopathic features
07 Highly narcissistic, not distinctly psychopathic people with a psychotic core who kill people close to them (jealousy an underlying motive)
08 Non psychopathic people with smoldering rage who kill when rage is ignited
09 Jealous lovers with psychopathic features
10 Killers of people who were "in the way" or who killed, for example, witnesses (egocentric but not distinctly psychopathic)
11 Psychopathic killers of people "in the way"
12 Power-hungry psychopaths who killed when they were "cornered"
13 Killers with inadequate, rage-filled personalities who "snapped"
Victor Sheldon Cooper is #14: A ruthlessly self-centered psychopathic schemer
15 Psychopathic "cold-blooded" spree or multiple murders
Shawn Michael Racy is #16: A psychopath committing multiple vicious attacks
17 Sexually perverse serial murderers, torture-murderers (among the males, rape is the primary motive with murder to hide the evidence; Systematic torture is not a primary factor)
18 Torture-murderers with murder the primary motive
19 Psychopaths driven to terrorism, subjugation, intimidation and rape, (short of murder)
20 Torture murderers with torture as the primary motive but in psychotic personalities
Priscilla Ann Dennis is #21: A Psychopath preoccupied with torture in the extreme, but not known to have committed murder
22 Psychopathic torture-murderers, with torture their primary motive, sexual homicide
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Life Is A Prison-by Puff 2/4/09
 
Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can't.
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How well do you know me? (send it done in email)11/6/08
 
(5 Points) My First Name:
(3 Points) My Middle Name:
(3 Points) My Last Name:
(2 Points) When Did We Meet:
(3 Points) Do I Smoke:
(4 Points) Do I Drink:
(2 Point) Do I Have Any Siblings:
(3 Points) How Many:
(3 Points) What's One Of My Favorite Things To Do:
(2 Point) How Many Piercings Do I Have:
(4 Points) What's My Favourate Song At The Moment:
(3 Points) What Are My Favourate Colours:
(4 Points)Name Something I Hate:
(5 Points) Name A Talent I Have:
(5 Points) When?s My Birthday:
(6 Points) Who Am I Usually With:
(4 Points) Do I Have Any Pets:
(8 Points on creativeness) If I Were Stranded On A Desert Island, What Would I Bring:



I'LL POST YOUR SCORE WHEN I READ IT

60 + Points; Best Friend.
50-59 Points; Great Friend.
30-49 Points; Friend.
20-39 Points; You should hang out with me more! Ask Me when.
00-19 Points; Either you're a rubbish friend or you're a new friend
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Do it up..8/21/07
 
1.Wot Would You Do If I Commited Suicide??
2.Wot Would You Do If I Told You I Loved You??
3.Wot Would You Do If I Ran Away??
4.Wot Would You Do If I Kissed You??
5.Wot Would You Do If I Hit You??
6.Wot Would You Do If I Got Beat Up??
7.Wot Would You Do If I Stopped Eating??
8.Wot Would You Do If I Didnt Exist??
9.Wot Would You Do If I Died In Your Sight??
10.Are You Gunna Put This On Your Blog And See Wot I Would Do For You??

dont forget this one

1.Where You From?
2.How Old Are You?
3.Who Are You To Me?
4.Since When?
5.What's Your Honest Opinion Of Me?
6.When You Hear "Victor." What's Your First Thought?
7.When You See Me, What Do You Think?
8.When You See Me Smile How Do You Feel?
9.When You See Me Cry, What Goes Through Your Mind?
10.Am ii Beautiful??
11.Am I Hawt?
12.Am I Cute?
13.What Do You Prefer My Personality Or My Looks?
14.What Am I To You?
15.How Much Would You Do For Me?
16.If You Had To Choose Me Or Your Life What Would YOu Choose?
17.What Do You Compare Me To?
18.How Old Do I Look?
19.What Is Your Favorite Memory Of Me And You?
20.If i left, would you miss me?
21.Are You Going To Repost This So I Could Do It For You?

Signed[Your Name Here]

and this one:P

1:Would you kiss me?
2:Would you love me?
3:Would you hate me?
4:Would you hug me?
5:Would you dance with me?
6:Would you walk with me?
7:Would you talk to me?
8:Would you sit besid me?
9:Would you be my best friend?
10:Would you kill me?
11:Would you go out with me?
12:Would you be there for me when i get hurt?
13:Would you risk your life to save my life?
14:Would you try to save me if i was falling off a building?
15:Would you let me drouwned if i fell in to rapid water?
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Fallen Soulja By Pearly Robinson (awesome peom :D)3/14/07
 
Fallen soulja,
not to often U hear those wordz,
but it iz wut i am,
A fallen soulja,
no more no less,
i cant do anything,
i used 2 stand tall,
through tha worse thingz in life,
but i cant do that now,
i just fall,
i've fallen,
I do not'n but,
cry,
and bitch,
i'm not my self,
i'mma fallen soulja
wit tha word against me,
me against tha world,
it hurts,
can you help me?
will U help a fallen soulja?,
or will you let me fall,
i cant fall anymore,
i've already hit tha bottom
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