I think I'm in love with this wonderful guy, while another part of me tells me no stay away. Then another piece doesn't want to think about it and just have fun, yet to contradict that one is the part that just wants to run away and hide. Its driving me crazy.

unless you've liveed my life or been inside my thoughts ; don't judge me.
cos' you don't know me & you dont' know who i am. i know i've madee' mistakes & i know i've hurted people who matter to me. & it sucks the way things turn out but my time here is too short to livee' with regrets or dwell on could have been. thingss' change & people leave but time doesn't stop for anyone. so learn from yesterday , livee' for today & hopee' for tomorrow. forgive but don't forget the people who have done you wrong cos' you never know who your gunna' need when life gets harder thaan' it already is. i don't know what i want in life , & i dont' know if all the decisions' i make are the right ones but i do know that whatever is meant to be will all work out in the end & if it's not , then it won't. So trust your gut feeling & never look back ; shit happens for a reason. people change so you can learn to let go , things go wrong so you can appreciate them when there right , you believe lies so eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself & sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. So live your life crazy & enjoy every second of it. it's too short to be anything but happy (:

alexandra roseee' macias


I'm too much & not enough all at once, I do whatever I please & don't care what people think of me.. I've done alot of growing up in the past year, lost alottt of friends, fell in love, got my heart broken ..Twice & every little thing changed me. Mistakes are common for me, its a really bad habit but I'm working on it. I'm different from anybody you'll meet and still trying to find myself.. I just thought I'd let you know the worst of me, so you can love the best of me ♥