GAWD!,

i want to fucking live here SOOoooo badly,
it would be so fucking awesome,
i hate aus so much compared to here,
this place is so much better then, i love it here,
me and the others are probably gonna make a pact that we do this trip again.

the trip has been amazing.

i'll just double post the letter thats my dads going to read out at my grand parents 40th anniversary lol. cuz i'm that lazy.

*note* just imagine swear words in amongst the letter regularly lol.


Hey peeps in the Australian Down Under ( and my other peeps from other countries ),

This trip is totally indescribable. I don't know any words that could sum up how great it was for each day, let alone the whole trip. This is the best experience ever, and I am loving every nanosecond of it. The group is amazing, they are all very different people, and most of us get along perfectly, which is probably the most magical part of the whole trip. Everyday i've been meeting someone new, doing something new or seeing something new. It's incredible, we all got picked up from our seperate host familys, then next day on the bus to Santa Monica we were all talking and we all missed each other that night. I now see what they meant by you make friends for life. I've found time with the girls in the group more enjoyable as they seem more legit, well the younger ones anyway.

Anyways, I should get going as i need to have a shower and go to bed. Going to this place like DFO except bigger and LOADS more shops.

Put another shrimp on the barbey!!,

See you peoples sometime probably,
Alex

How old do I look?
[ ] UNDER 11
[ ] 12
[ ] 13
[ ] 14
[ ] 15
[ ] 16
[ ] 17
How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-h0tt)
[ ] 1
[ ] 2
[ ] 3
[ ] 4
[ ] 5
[ ] 6
[ ] 7
[ ] 8
[ ] 9
[ ] 10
Would you rather..
[ ] Do me
Or
[ ] Date me
Do I have nice eyes?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you be sad if I moved?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you come visit me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Am I..
[ ] Hott
[ ] Fine
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Cute
Would you rather..
[ ] Makeout
[ ] Cuddle
[ ] Go out
Do you want to go out with me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you give me your number?
[ ] Yes <-----leave ya numba ( I WANT UR NUMBER)
[ ] No
Are you going to repost this so I can answer for YOU?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No

i don't know what to call this song,
so idk,
just read


oh,
the broken heart, how it thrives,
on affection and lust,
my heart,
just needs some, fucking tender care,

no matter what you say,
I have no reason to believe, the lies,
you seem to strive to break my heart,
but i remain aware, of how you play my heart,
like a tool,
I remain unaware, of how you really feel,
like a fool,

like the master mind you are,
you craft a plan, locked away in your room,
what would you do, if i came to your window tonight,
what would you do,

would you let me in,
would you let me in and sit and listen,
would you let me in and hold me down on your bed,
would you let me in and kill me, like you always do,

no matter what you say,
I have no reason to believe, the lies,
you seem to strive to break my heart,
but i remain aware, of how you play my heart,
like a tool,
I remain unaware, of how you really feel,
like a fool,

our bridges are burning brightly, like a street lamp,
will you put them out?,
i won't try, because i remain so Indifferent,
the outcome doesn't make me feel, nothing,

no matter what you say,
I have no reason to believe, the lies,
you seem to strive to break my heart,
but i remain aware, of how you play my heart,
like a tool,
I remain unaware, of how you really feel,
like a fool,

my side of the fence is charred and dead,
I have lost the will to live,
What will you do?





as a bit of interesting information,
Damien has moved back in,
and at the worst possible time for me,